Radhi

Thailand

2009-05-28T16:48:00.002+08:00

First Taste of Bangkok!

(makes me laugh everytime)

What am I doing in Bangkok in the first place?? I am here to help out with the HIV/Aids awareness program of AIESEC. Like us, they have a target to reach for the no. of workshop attendees in order to receive funding from Standard Chartered Bank. After BKK, I'll be heading directly to Delhi for 2 weeks and then 3 weeks in UK to celebrate my brother's graduation (more like to celebrate the end of the extremely high fees giving ritual HAH).

So after a long wait at Starbug/bucks at the BKK Suvarnabhumi - awesome- airport, we waited yet another hour or so for Jolin who is high up in the AIESEC Asia-pacific (got to find out the post!).

It was there I learnt that, when they told me the MC will be busy with national planning, they meant the entire AIESEC Thailand would be spending 4 days (talking about AIESEC) on the outskirts of Bangkok. I kept thinking I'll continue doing my work in main city Bangkok (which is to raise workshop attendee nos. for the TRUST program) while the rest planned.

The place where I am currently enjoying Thai food is called 'We Train' which is a school/venue for women empowerment and such. The rooms are dorm style with bunk beds that shake (like crazy shake) every time I'd breathe. But it was exciting to sleep dorm style again. And needless to say, I look forward to breakfasts, lunches and dinners and regret that there are no suppers. All thanks to the awesomeness of Thai food. It's 4.02PM and (for the first time I am OK with the fact that) I am looking forward to dinner at 6PM (dinner at 6PM??).

Well, I am rather pleased that AIESEC Thailand was my choice for CEEDership.

The situation is such that Aiesecers here generally tend to talk in Thai and Thai sounds like a string of thickly spoken mandarin/vietnamese sounding words with a tune. And the Management Committee has a lot of international aiesecers which I feel is a good thing and also an indication of something that needs attention.

On the brighter note, the Thai aiesecers are really friendly. With the small exception of my immigration officers at the airport who needed some loving at night, seriously. I couldn't help but say, when I left, 'PLEASE have a nice day' BIG smile

And with Charmy Dolly, I doubt I can get bored here. She just told Suchith (current president of aiesec in Thailand) to wake up while she was presenting! HAHAHA hilarious.

AIESEC has a culture of.. certain.. roll calls. It goes something like this:

someone: AIESEC!

everyone: WHATS UP!

someone: AIESEC!

everyone: WHATS UPPPP!!!!

someone: how are you feeling??

everyone: excellent!

someone: HOW ARE YOU FEELING?

everyone: EXCELLENT!

someone: how are you FUCK ING feeling?

everyone: FUCKING excellent!

And this is what happened in AIESEC Thailand after this very routine roll call.

Oom (elect MCP): After the presentations, we will give you guys a 30 min break.

Everyone: Yay!

Tom: Do you want a BREAK???

Everyone: YEAHH!!

Some loud aiesecer: Do you want a FUCK ING break?!

HAHAHA. The immigration officer could do with one.

Lastly, I am trying to get some AIESEC Singapore work done in between the endless dance routines =D

Will upload pictures VERY soon. Thanks to Johann for lending me his Fuji DSLR for the summer!

Banging my head against the wall

2009-04-22T09:58:00.002+08:00

It's that time of the semester again.

Study Break. Followed by the reason for the study break - Final Term Exams.

Every time the study break rolls around (It really does just comes along and I don't even see it coming), I am swamped with the same damn emotions/thoughts/views and I can't help but feel like a complete loser.

They are such:

1) Crap, I could've been consistent and not have to worry about it now.

2) Crap, I really did waste a lot of time.

3) Crap, what the hell have I wasted my time on??

4) Crap, why am I wasting my time now writing this blog post?

Why I am tired

2009-04-09T04:56:00.002+08:00

Just wrote a long angsty blog post. Then I realised it's against my blog morals (yeah we have those) to do that.

Well it was basically about how miserable my life is bla bla and how I am finally tired and that emotions are useless and make a person weak. bla bla bla. Nonsense that I don't actually think is true and tomorrow I'll go back to being an emotional fool. BUT nonetheless. NOW. presently. I want a break, from everything and I want no one to stop me and I want to do what I want and what makes me happy. So tomorrow, I am going to buy a big tub on Hagen Daz (sp) strawberry ice cream and indulge and watch a sad movie 'Into the Wild'. I will call up all my closest friends and talk for hours about the old days and the future. If ever that I do believe god exists is when I turn to my friends in my weakest state and they know just what to say to make me smile again. Thank god for friends.. the ones that I have. And I am one of those lucky people who has a lot of true friends. All you suckers with a 1000 people on FB. Truly you are all just loners desperate to add people on FB (or you are just popular or you are Indian and you have your whole extended family on FB.. mama mami bhai bahen jiju saala saali). And I want to go play paintball. There is a lot of anger that needs to come out in a completely non-emotional way right now. Therefore, paintball. I want to talk to Rimjhim again because I truly felt like we were back to our good old J1 days when i talked for an hour with her today. The golden days. It's true what a person really wants to feel good about himself/herself is positive attention (preferably from the opposite sex). Oh, what all we do for attention. Why can't we be self-sufficient like those other people. Sucky shi ty life. I want ice cream. And some loving and maybe some shopping.

Uh, it's still a long angsty blog post. blablabla

ethics starts from oneself

2009-03-21T17:03:00.006+08:00

ETHICS

Its All Personal

I often find myself, and often see my friends and family, in a situation whereby either you can do the thing somebody 'taught' you, told you as the 'desired' or 'prescribed' action or you can risk being called 'moral', 'emotional' and, if I daresay, 'lacking common sense'.

Think about it. I have a story... exciting to hear.. almost gossip material...

Friend: So tell me some gossipp!

I: Oh did you hear... blah blah he blah blha blah

Friend: OMG no SHi T!

I: Yeahh

Next thing I know, somebody wants me to write about it... Not factually but with a sensational twist. WHY? Because of viewership/readership.

So, I ask myself. Hmmm... I'll probably seem like weird if I stand up for the subject of the story and being moral is for emotional fools. I am smart, practical and this is how it works in journalism.

But this is why journalism has moved away from being the 'fourth pillar' of our society to a business that the normal man fears. We do not think about the various 'non-profit' and 'non-practical' repercussions of our actions.

Tomorrow, your genuine problem or silly mistake might also become sensational news for the laughter of the mass and then you'll say 'f ucking CB/BC reporter'. (Chinese and Indian pop language unites!)

And this is just an example to illustrate many situations we face and they aren't limited to when you enter the working world. It happens now. Anywhere, anytime.

Before you make a decision on what you want to do about it... try not taking the simple way out. Morality is desired in our fuc ked up, full of corruption, deceitful world and the solution starts with each one of us. And trust me, morality isn't easy to achieve.

If you are already thinking 'Radhika.. stop being so emotional.. stop thinking so much', then you are just too lazy or lived in Singapore all your life (living in Singapore kills your brain cells). Or have nothing to do in life. Step out, notice... there are losers, hungry people rolling the society in their hands for their own profit. If you can't stop them (because personally, I don't wanna die), at least make yourself a conscious, morally upright (and strong... morals doesn't mean weak) person. So, when one day you become a famous journalist, lawyer, businessman or politician (oh, these b astardssss) you'll die a peaceful death knowing you helped someone you perhaps didn't even know.

Really, think about it. It's the only thing that can save us from ourselves.

2009-01-06T04:03:00.001+08:00

NTU Admission Essay

'You must be the change you wish to see in the world'- I could only think of these words of Mahatma Gandhi when I was sitting with a group of fellow Indians who only had bitter words for their nation, India. They displayed their disgust at the corruption, the widespread poverty, the dirty roads and long queues. They complained about the high income taxes and the useless government that got elected. They said, with much conviction, that India has no hope.

At such a juncture, I felt it was necessary to provide my own opinion, whether it complimented theirs or not and I commented, with all due for my elders present then, that all they were displaying was not an awareness of India's problems but a weak way of escaping from a nation that they essentially had a part in building. What outraged me more was the simplicity with which many people can disgrace India and do that, and nothing more. And what angered me the most was the lack of confidence and hope for India's future.

This incident set me thinking and I realised that there are so many changes I wish to see in the world and sitting around, complaining about them would put me in the same boat as the people mentioned above. Therefore, as an educated citizen of the world, it is essential I make an effort or have a vision to find a remedy for any problem that bothers me. Only then will I be able to actualise Mahatma Gandhi's great words.

and it continues...

2008-12-29T04:25:00.002+08:00

This is a future of a friend who told me about her friend's sister's someone. Random, retarded Indian connection. I don't think justice has been done to her life with my writing, probably because that isn't exactly my forte. Nonetheless.

December 2009

She sits alone in her single bedroom browsing through her phone. A pile of messages from friends went unreplied that winter and there wasn't a single outgoing call made, except for food delivery.

And now, she tries to look past the tears that form in her eyes to catch a clear glimpse of her reflection in the mirror. It's messed up, she thinks. I am a fag.

The doctor had told Sarrah about her frail health. She listened intently. It was like walking down a staircase which ends in a quicksand. With each step down, you know how much you've left behind and with each step, you know how much weaker and vulnerable you have become. But, still, you keep walking down the damned steps.

She felt like that. She knew how and where she started to lose weight, when her knees shot up in pain and when she woke up with massive headaches.

She wanted it to be better. But no matter how hard she tried, it was in vain. Like Zimbabwe's economy just doesn't get better, neither did Sarrah's health. Whether it was weakening mental capacity that led to physical ruin, or vice versa, all she knew was - she wanted to be better.

In the few months that led to December 2009, Sarrah in all sense cut off all relations with everyone who loved her. She sat in that single bedroom with blue light and worked all day. God knows what she did. When did she bathe, some asked. Perhaps, at wee hours of the morning. Wait, she didn't just work all day. She also buried herself in self-pity, tears and utter hopelessness. It was all just unexplainable. Like a blur. Like something was wrong, nibbling away the peace of mind.

The chill wind when she went ice-skating, the soft hands intertwined, the movie theatre and the almost therapeutic aroma of caramel popcorn. A shriek somewhere. A movie star. The kisses and long drives.

Delivery boy was an hour late. Like Sarrah knew the account of time. On hindsight, as she dropped a tear, she lost everything for a cause that had now become unknown to her.

So, my friend's friend's sister's someone says:

Heck care, yo. Don't be stupid like Sarrah but do go indulge in the joys of your life.

hence...

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

1. I'll be nice to everyone. No taunts. Not to the EFs as well.

2. I'll be my usual chatty, can't shutup with 'you know whaaaats' while on the phone.

3. I'll finish that painting.

4. I'll sleep when normal human beings are expected to sleep.

5. Dean's list babyy. HAHA dream Dean, land at least on prof's list.

Basically, I want 2009 to be my year. It's Radhi's comeback time, bitches!

tarot

2008-12-11T16:04:00.003+08:00

Phony Tarot Card Reading

Last night I went for my first future & past telling rendezvouz a.k.a Tarot Card reading.

I must say it was disappointed for the amount I paid. I paid 500 rupees! To hear depressing stuff.
Plus, she wasn't in gypsy clothes and there was no crystal ball. And she had a cold. pfft. What a rip off.

She asked me to pick 7 cards. The first three were depictions of my recent past, the fourth card was my present and the next three cards were my near future.

I will not spill the beans on how accurate she was about my present but the future was a bit too much to swallow. By the end of 2009, I will be doing some soul searching and thus, cut myself off from everyone. Me? Hardly possible. I need to be around people all the time.

And then, I asked her a few questions and as I asked these questions, I need to pick out another card. So I asked her (this is proof of how wrong she is and I will prove it) if I would be a lawyer. And the card I picked out - the devil card, apparently. Did not like the look of it. That simply meant no. And with what simplicity she said it. -Smile- "No".

Skank.

Anyways, on the bright side. I will only get married in 2016 (this question was on my mum's request). Mum was in disbelief. She said, "But I want to see my grandchildren get married. Radhika, hurry up! Jaldi karo!"

Easy money.

An excerpt from my favourite book

2008-12-10T13:13:00.002+08:00

This is an excerpt from my favourite book of Dreams - The One That You Don't Know Of

We were sitting at the end of the room with little cards sprawled on the floor. Over our giggles and bitchy smiles, we read her life out. We had, in our hands, one of the many copies of her secret diary.

I could see her, over the table behind which I was enjoying my fiesta. I knew her. Next thing I knew, she was standing behind me, looking down with her face packed with an overdose of white face powder. It almost looked like a face pack. Or maybe it was. After all, it is the book of dreams. So, for my humour and yours, she had a face pack on and she looked down on upon me with her big eyes. I almost felt guilty for reading her cards or secret diary and muttered out, "Everyone was giving out the copies.." in my defense.

She grabbed my arm with her cold hands. What was truly cold about this experience was that it was a cold yet comforting grasp and I hated it. I hated it because there should be nothing comforting about her. And then she said, "We need to talk."

With all my courage, despite the knots in my throat, I let out a "Why? What for?"

"About your special friend."

And suddenly the venue changed into a huge movie theatre and we were walking up the stairs to leave from the back exit when I spotted him and realised he was here with her. I tried to hide my disbelief, so that she would not win with the look on my face. Then she said something, I don't quite remember and apparently, it was humourous in nature and he let out a laugh and said, "That is quite funny you know" which peirced me through and through. The most (and pathetically enough) I could do was shoot my killer look at him (which FYI did not work).

I couldn't imagine, fathom or swallow what I was seeing, feeling and hearing. In a dream, it was like a dream. It was one of those moments when you wished the ground would open and take you in because you felt everyone's eyes on you, enjoying your embarrassment.

We went out and she started her explanation. It was beyond my hardest understanding why she felt the need to talk to me. The better she felt taking it out of her, the worse I became. Either or.

At the end of it all, I walked to him for some comfort. Some reassurance. And the closer I got to him, the rows of seats kept closing up on me. I'd move to the right, squeezing my way through and the seat on the left would move back. He was right in the middle, with a seat empty next to him. I wanted to sit there but I knew who would. In my state of helplessness, I heard him say, as the lights in the theatre dimmed, "Let me watch the movie."

And I woke up. I hate how vivid my dreams are and I hate it more that I remember them.

And I also hate house chores.

a whirlwind

2008-12-01T06:08:00.002+08:00

Guess whose back, aha, back again! Radhi's back.

Lets get down to business

I don't wanna hang around

what is this?

Must be a circus in town

So shut the shit down

On these clowns

Do I get a witness?

Hell YEAH

Well, since I have a test in exactly 7 hours and since I have not slept in 15 hours and since I want to update my blog (usually happens after an emotional revelation), I will get down to business.

One semester at the National University of Singapore (now called NUS) has passed (well almost, my last darned physically and mentally draining Social Work test is tomorrow) and it went like - - - WHOOOSH!

Start and Over. I bet my 'tab bit cooler than the 70s pants on it'

Well, it started off with an excessive amount of partying (ok, not excessive. That was just my hopes and aspirations of a spectacular start to the freshmen year talking). Ok, it started off with everything I wanted.

I got into Political Science Society, AIESEC & got SOME of the modules I wanted. I had to put up with Social Work and Philosophy - gulp. Why should I care if that table exists because it exists or because I want it to exist? No really? Why.

And then, the pretty pretty ladies. They make me laugh like I am on perpetual pot. Seriously. It's so difficult to be around Saumya and Sonam and still keep a straight face. Our jokes on

...tukee-LAH!...

...A2...

And since both of them never read this blog, I would not go on.

More importantly, why did I feel like writing today?

Ah yes, emotional revelation. I had one of those 'I miss my mommy' moments today. And when Radhika misses her mummy Mittal (credits to tranny and nic), then really something is wrong. HAH! So I was thinking... how awesome my mum is.

She always protects me from dad's wrath (given the kind of stuff they have had to face about my teenage life - oh gosh stop thinking sick, you sicko). And then she always takes me shopping and she hugs me when I want a hug, she still tucks me in bed and drops my laundry to Eusoff hall. Cutie!

And so, I was thinking in the light of the recent Bombay attacks that my pre new year resolution is to spend as much time with the Mittal family as I can (waah, sounds rich.. almost like we are going to reside in our hillside mansion). And if my parents say no, then no. Okay maybe not all the time.

Ok that was the most useless paragraph EVER.

ANNNND that was the most useless blogpost EVER.

2008-09-03T04:59:00.001+08:00

Japanese Game Shows

They are from a planet completely different from ours.

one week after

2008-08-06T06:22:00.002+08:00

One week after...

I thought I had matured in this one week. Maybe in the sense people will never know (then what was the point of maturing, you'll ask), but I have and it makes me feel good.

But some things never change about me. I think the problem is with me... or atleast entities around me make me feel so.

So my question is how do I know whether or not my demands, feelings, thoughts are rational or not. Obviously on hindsight, practicality reigns over emotions. But sometimes, you are just caught in this whirlwind of emotions and you just let it all out. It is in the moment that your emotions play on you. Then when you do not get the desired response, you start thinking about the practical way of how you might have approached this situation.

It's too late by then. The concerned parties think you are some psycho.

This leaves me with this itching question. When do I be myself? And who all can I be myself in front of? Must I control my emotions in front of those who know me the best? Them too?

Why is that if you ask some of my friends about me and they'll say I am damn laidback and heck care about life. And then you ask others, and they'll say 'over sensitive' and 'insecure'. How can one person be so different? I am sure you have felt this way. about yourself.

On a different note, (for you sochie, updates on Singapore) I am now living in Eusoff Hall and going to embark on my 3 years of education in a university that has made my education a gamble (by this I am talking about bidding).

And Sochenda, you will be thrilled to know that I miss home even though home is just 1.5 hours by bus and 15 mins (and 15 dollars) by taxi away from uni. I do miss home. I think I cried too. No wait, I didn't. But it is OK if you do. Adelaide is sad. I miss you Sochenda Huang.

And and, my single room is quite the thing. Fridge (with loads of goodies) and pillow loaded 'you can sink in it' bed AND the highlight is my future portable air con. It gets really hot here. TRUST ME. Besides its an investment. I plan to make my room the 'haunt' in NUS. Ok, my cheap attempts to be cool. hah

You know what Soh, I miss J1. I do.

And now I really hope you read this and post a reply. Otherwise, it will be damn paiseh for me.

this long break, so much feeling

2008-07-24T00:15:00.002+08:00

Gain or loss? You decide.

Usually after A levels end and that 8 months long break lies ahead, all we tortured souls can think of is unlimited, uninterrupted fun and relaxation.

As for me, I was more than that. I had planned fun times, guitar lessons, jazz dance and kung fu! -insert the much needed kung fu action sign- and and ooohh, I wanted to do some community service. Join Worldvision - make a difference in the world like how I said I would always. But then things never work out the way you want them to.

So now, obviously I ended up doing nothing of the above. Though I did watch Kungfu Panda, if that accounts for anything.

What I did was and want to talk about...

Two internships, two months each --> 4 months of early mornings, rushing to work, intern like work, 4 months gone.

Gain or loss? I decide.

I gained first hand experience of how it is like being a lawyer and then how PR firms work. Two more things to add to my CV. I gained a bit of money which went to paying my phone bills. I gained lunch time with people I want to spend time with.

Loss. I learnt the downside of responsibility. And this is really what I want to talk about. Why responsibility sucks and when should you stop being responsible to someone, when should you take a step back and just let it be.

My internship was the bomb. I loved it. I loved the people and I loved that profession. More than ever I wanted to pursue that profession. My boss, I think, loved me. She saw me as this responsible person who, despite just being an A level graduate, did work for her that she thought I would not be able to do. yeah yeah I know i am boasting but wait for it, I am getting to the point. So then I left the internship, my time ended and soon, in like 3 weeks, she contacted me and asked me if I knew anyone who could tutor her son.

So i offered and soon I was teaching her son. Big mistake. Why? because one day I completely forgot that I was supposed to go and I only remembered when she called. and the next day, I was told that I am not a good example and therefore, its terminated.

That forced me to think... why is it that I extended my responsibility? I should have just left it at that. When my internship ended. When she was still thinking that I am responsible. What is it with us humans that we want to constantly prove ourselves. We think that if we dont, then whatever we have done before will get lost. And then you make one mistake and everything you have done is gone. Like come on, what am I really to my ex boss now? Her son's tuition teacher, who she sacked.

So, the downside of responsibility. You have to goddamn maintain it all the time. And one small slip, and tada, you are irresponsible. Its a constant. It nags you all the time.

Why don't we end our responsibility when we can? I didn't and now what I had thought was a gain has become a loss.

I love not being responsible or answerable. It's a very liberating feeling. I know it might sound stupid... but I enjoyed breaking the table at Clarke Quay after I had the chilli shot. It was so thrilling and I felt like I had this story to tell people where I did something that didn't elevate me or make me seem responsible. It made me look stupid, actually. But it was nice. That is another side to me... apart from the hardworking girl (my ass). and that is the case for everyone.

We exhaust each day impressing people. Why can't we just be goofy? To heck with everyone, really. I am just 18 and the only responsibility I have right now is to not do things that 23 years old and above do. Like you know, work, earn and non-stop sex!! hahaha yeah. That too. Those are my responsibilities.

So its all about finding and short listing those things that you are actually responsible for. Why take on unnecessary baggage? Leave it for someone who hasn't realised this yet.

At Work. pretending to work

2008-05-29T16:47:00.002+08:00

My work at work (after 1pm) is to pretend to work

After working and being exploited (which is a pre requisite before you come an intern) at a law firm with four bosses, interning at a PR company makes me feel like I own this place. hah! Mornings are hectic, mad, crazy. Reading at least 2 whole newspapers and ALSO summarising articles, scanning bla bla is insane. But once deadlines are met, I am as free as this. Blogging. Me, blogging. Without being asked to. This is how free I am.

These are my aims for the last free 2 months before I plunge into 1/3 years of the much anticipated and much much hyped tertiary education:

- haircut much, yeah Radhika? My hair's like a bird nest. frizzy and thick.
- sponsor a child on Worldvision. I want a girl with straight hair. I want the child to have what I never did. -sob sob-

ok this is getting boring. I don't want to make that list. I anyways won't follow it. Save some precious internet space/bytes.

Second day at work and I think I am already hated. Let me tell you why.

There is a gay person at this workplace. Real nice guy. And he is open about his liking for guys. He has a picture of his boyfriend up at his table. pretty cute. And next to him sits another guy, who is straight. New me + new names = confusion. So this straight guy email me through the internal office email and I just tell him (to break the nice) that 'hey! I think your boyfriend is cute! great going!' (after confusing his name with the actual gay one).

So, I didn't get a reply. I started to wonder. Eventually when I did, it said this --> 'Go talk to him lah. I am not gay if you think.'

Duh, I was surprised. huh? what? etc etc

THENNN it dawned upon me. I just accused a perfectly straight guy to be gay. And he thinks I am interested in another guy who works in the office. Great. Ideal first week.

My chinese superior is blasting 'Saara zamana, haseeno ka diwana' in the office.

2007-12-26T02:43:00.000+08:00

Argh-ed and sian-ed thinks I should blog about something more interesting.
haha
Ok, so this is my attempt

I was wondering how many people actually after their school life get a job?

from the ones that do, why do they??

1) because they want experience??
2) because they want to feel independent and not ask their parents for money too much??
3) because their parents give them less money??

if its no.1, then hah, those who are flipping burgers, I am sorry its not working
hey! dont look at my blog like that! i'd love to take orders and say 'thanks for coming to macDonalds' too! I think its cool.

I think the people who are good looking (like mel and nicole for example.. incidentally they are looking for work), I think you should take up modelling assignments! Those one-off things. and you get a few hundred bucks and perhaps some fancy stuff along with it.
No experience there as well but its easy money, specially if you are pretty. Actually, only if you are pretty. That is why those people might ask you and not the friend walking next to you 'hey, do you want to model?'

Which makes me think, how judging this world is. What is pretty here, might be UGLY, like BUTT ugly in some other part of the world. SO, damn all you pretty girls, dont think too much about yourself because there are people out there who think you are ugly. And all those who feel you arent up there, dont think too much. Because beauty really comes from within. shallow hal. watch it, you shallow bitches and dogs.

God made everyone beautiful.

wow, what sweeping statements I make. This guy, , thinks this way. Its interesting. watch it

Its really for those fanatics actually. extreme believers. to the extent, it loses logic. Erodes basic happiness too. Which is precisely what god wants us to have.

God made everyone beautiful.
But, it works for those who want to hear it. maybe we should say it more, and actually believe it for a change.

Judging reminds me of this friends episode. Joey is the perfect himbo.
Cute and dumb. Its this thing he says about 'judging'. watch it!!

2007-12-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

Rubs hand together to warm my frozen, stiff hands from the winters of Urban Delhi

Takes a deep breath, so deep it seems as though I am trying to exhale the negativity (caused by demerit goods and acts) out of me.

Losely with unsurety, in the motion of playing a piano, I brush my fingers across the keyboard..

There is so much to write about.. so many topics I can discuss, explore..

Perhaps, the intruiging story about Hitler's death which cements in the Orthodox school of thought (which states that it was USSR's fault for the occurence of Cold War)

Maybe I can talk about the focus I've found in life and felt so strongly about..

On another thought, I might finally set down to writing the story about the World where everyone is always happy and being sad is literally a crime..

OR I can simply upload a few pics, stress over how tiring, ohmygod, it was to do that because there were just too many pictures which I just had to take and obviously, I just had to post them all up . And then put a few tags.. and lo! perfect entry..

I appreciate those who know WHY they are blogging..so there are 2 kinds of bloggers..
One who says 'I blog because I want to be able to talk about things that interest me and matter to society..'
Second who merely want to rattle, bitch, flaunt new stuff bla bla.

Now, there are 2 more interesting divisions..
one who are delusioned.. they exclaim that they want to criticise, be intellectual and what not... but end up rattling, bitching, flaunting..
second who are clear that the reason why they blog is because they wanna rattle, bitch and flaunt. I appreciate them.

sadly, I used to think I was the category where intelligent topics are discussed.. but ended up distracted and deviated from my initial stance.. and rattled, bitched, flaunted (if there was anything to flaunt)

I really sat down to think.. what is the point of putting up all these pics and telling what I did in the day? What happened to my drive and motivation to put up self made comic strips and funny entries and controversial entries.. why did I succumb to 'peer pressure' ?

Radhika thinks to herself... was I just rattling?... ... ... ...

looks aroung guiltily

Checks the spelling of 'guiltily' on www.dictionary.com

Its correct.

(yay! guess whose online??)

so, what should I talk about....
Hitler...
Focus...
Story..

Story, it be.
I dont know what to call my story.

The sound of laughter- shrill, loud, heavy- filled the streets, malls, houses, commercial buildings, public toilets- everywhere you could think of in the town of Merriment. The streets were shining clean. Of course, it was essential for the happiness of the citizens. Happiness - the one goal of the nation. For that, all this.

The sun shone bright. On the right, walking along Gaiety Road, there was the Ministry of Happiness. It held the emblem of the nation - the smiley face- two dots with a curve. On the left, a lush green park with flowers of all bright colours that seemed to be smiling. The children were merrymaking on the swings that oscillated and seemed to draw smiles in the air.

Lizzie, wearing a smile which never faded just like the other citizens, took her daily compulsary dose of contentment and walked along Gaiety Road. Today, she told herself, I want to see the other world. The world of despair. It always interested her because it was as though she was staring at something completely unfamiliar, yet close to her emotions. It was as though, shockingly, she wanted to be there. She brushed away these thoughts. So, she walked and on her right, saw the beaming Ministry of Happiness and on the left, the lively park. After 10 rough minutes, she came to the end of the town and looked over. It was like staring into a mirror that reflected the opposite- a black mirror that showed a town bathed in tears.

There was a sign that read "ONCE YOU DECIDE TO LEAVE HAPPINESS, YOU CAN NEVER ENTER BACK". Lizzie knew Merriment was the utopia. Everyone was happy. No one ever cried. Infact, crying was a crime. There was 'Breach of Happiness' Court for those who felt sad or ever shed a tear. Then why did she feel this strong inclination to go beyond? Go beyond into everything that was sad and gloomy, where destitution had infested every household. But she also saw that the citizens there cried and were not punished. She saw something unusual that when someone cried, others embraced him. Unusual, indeed, to show signs of affection for so gross an act.

So, like many others, she turned her back to World of despair and walked back along Gaiety Road. She told herself, I better take another happiness pill before they see my long face. She turned back and looked at the grey world and could not see the difference when she looked back at hers.

Fiddles with the keyboard.. advances to type..
stops.
Can't think.

Good Night.

my bday!!!!

2007-09-28T01:05:00.000+08:00

Date: 28th September
Day: Friday
Time: 1.06 am

Occasion: my b'day! =D
Not just any b'day, but my 18th bday!

Emotions felt right now? extremely high and happy and jovial and emotional and excited
excited obviously because I am 18 now!!!

happy and high and emotional because of all the birthday wishes.. everyone in their own unique sense have seriously made the first hour of my birthday so damn memorable and fun, it will be hard to forget. Infact, I do not want to forget it... the happiness I am feeling right now.. and so, I want to for ever remember it.

more than that, I want to show off how great my birthday has been till now.

So, it truthfully started off with a call from my grandmother at 1130 pm (which doesnt really count but since she is my grandma and ageing, I take 1130 as midnight) and she sang happy bday in english for ME! it was the song of the milenium.. it was something entirely new..

Then, mr lionel lim smsed me saying 'listen to 987!'
so duh, i knew something was being done over the radio for me... or something.. and so I listened and listened and suddenly I got a call from a random number.. here is how it goes...
an accented, almost sexy voice - "helloo, is this Radhi?"
me: "yeahh.." (confused)
Voice: "Hellooo Radhiii, Muttons in the midnight here! Happy bday Radhi!!"
me: "OMG! are you serious?? THANKYOU SO MUCH!"
Voice suddenly changes into a highly familiar LIONEL LIM'S voice.!!!
Laughter, laughter.
I got Punked. HAHAAHA

So, THanks Lionel, for making it so special =) (even though the request did not actually happen, I enjoyed getting punked)

Zalikha!! and Aisyah! thanks for the call and reminding me all over again what great friends I have.. and I can always be assured of true friendship in any high or low

Rim Rim Rim.. Love you babe for calling all the way from Australia, international call from Manish's hp! thanks manish! YEAH! I am LEGAL nowww! HHAHAHAHA

Pappu is going to live because he WAS indeed the first caller dot at midnight! Thanks so much Pappu for the Birthday song... your voice isnt all that bad =)

POO MEIling! =D she only called because I called her up on her bday and WARNED her that calling is important because it shows genuineness! ok ok, I fully appreciate it and goodness, the laughter. my HELLO wasnt rehearsed OK. i was really excited that you called me up

Balaji a.k.a BB (from HindiSchool- what an awful association, sorry bala): all I can say is, you laugh like me! goodness gracious me.. look at the co incidence that you called me on my bday despite you being "unaware" that it was my bday! it was fated YEAH? HAHAHA
and Thanks for the bday song and the imaginary candle and a wonderful chance to make a wish
Thankyou Brotherrrrr!

Mitali you will never read this but you were 1 hour late!!! hahaha well, thanks anyhow! we both arent losers like we thought we were anymore! weeeeeeeee
cmon, I want more dirty secrets MWAHAHAHA

Bryan's MSN message was THE BOMB!

bryan. oh well says:
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! MY DEAR RADHIKA MITTAL HAS FINALLY GROWN UP =)

Flip-Flops says:
thanks sooo much!

bryan. oh well says:
you are 18 mins late

bryan. oh well says:
AS A TRIBUTE TO YOUR BIRTHDAY
THIS SHALL BE MY DISPLAY PIC FOR THE NEXT 24 hours

Flip-Flops says:
yes! bryan thanks so much for making my bday special in its own sweet way
in your own sweet way

THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR REMEMBERING MY BDAY.
mimi yanling (hahaha I am NOT a reserve player) vasu ishan purva ravleen nicole bro lionel bryan zal aisyah deborah meiling pappu mitali rimjhim balaji muttons

ITS GREAT ENOUGH TO REMEMBER I SWEAR!

oh goodness, I am 18. I dont feel 18.. but I feel the rush of my bday. this is so different from last year. ah heck it. living in the moment babyyyyyyyyyy

life could not be better (if you exclude academics)

HAPPY BDAY ME!

2007-09-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

I had to update.
I am becoming more and more uncreative. whats this? sun sign test? how many of these have we done and read and yet we still continue to place so much interest in them as though they were the creation of 2007 that a man with a star on his forehead can estimate my character by the month I was born in.
so if Osama and Gandhi were born in the same month (not saying they are because I hate researching), then they both have the same characteristics?
oh man, i am so being to critical because of this loss of creativity.
loss. loss.

I got a C for math.

- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you. (for my blog purpose, this has been bolded in red)
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
- Tag 12 people from your friends list

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

( Click! For your birthday month! )

uni adm

2007-08-31T21:51:00.001+08:00

nothing is going right right now. at this present moment. kill me. i dont mind being diagnosed with some chronical jazz ass disease right now

lets just not bother...

What the point of spending 5 hours of my precious studying time (again) doing intensive research for Univerisities and application procedures when in the end I get to hear this..

1. "radhika its best for you to go to NUS for law.. its the best.."

But i dont want to.. I dont want to spend another 3-5 years in singapore.. I wanna go out.. explore.. I have always wanted to.. I have worked towards it.. and carved my dreams.. dont say no now...

2. "LSE is not good for law..."

HAH! right... ranked 4th

3. "radhika better still, apply for NLS.."

NOOO, banglore, india? yes yes its good but how can you expect me adjust back into that atmosphere after asking me to live the singapore, international education life for 4 years?? you seriously dont expect me to study with disgustingly dressed guys who whistle and think its cool and will get laid tonight..

what what should I do? I should not be bothered with this but deadlines are approaching.. I need a fairy god mother.

note: if anyone needs any info on UK universities, dont hesitate to contact me, I think the amount of research I have done is ample.

2007-08-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

R A D H I K A

U R G E N T L Y

N E E D S A

C L E A R V I S I O N

___________

DOES SHE NEED

TO SLEEP LESS?

YES, perhaps she needs to. she needs to tell herself that 9 am means 9am and that setting the alarm on snooz means nothing... wait it means a wasted day and hell a lot of guilt to handle. can you handle that? no

regret is the worst feeling in the world. i wanna make so many people proud. so many. and i am playing with their hopes.

I guess my great expectations can only be achieved if I am focused.. If i take my life in control and ensure that people's expectations out of me are met.

thats it man, back to "Great Expectations" by Charles Dickens.

2007-08-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

"Where is My Mind" by The Pixies

Oh - stop

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind [3x]

Way out in the water
See it swimmin'

I was swimmin' in the Caribbean
Animals were hiding behind the rocks
Except the little fishBut they told me, he swears
Tryin' to talk to me, coy koi.
Where is my mind [3x]

Way out in the water
See it swimmin' ?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
If there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind [3x]

Oh

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Oh

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Oh
Oh

Obssessez song.

2007-08-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

Pictures speak a thousand words..

number1: Jothi's Ice Lemon Tea stunt

Description: Jothi and a few others told me with much confidence and conviction that she can spit ice lemon tea through your partially enclosed fingers. I believed them and let Jothi work her magic which only resulted in.. ice lemon tea and her saliva on my hand and loadsa wet tissues. and then my wet hand on her hair and face.

number2: Settler's Cafe, The apple game

Description: The game requires you to choose which red card best suits the word on the green card. so the green card says 'phony'. obviously, we chose the red card that said 'men'.

number3: How teachers could never spell my name

Description: it says.. Rah- dik- AH!

number4: A05's bonding time

Description: What all we, A05, had to finish by friday.. when this was written on wednesday. so when Ms kon stormed out of the classroom giving us one free period, we discussed our workload as a class and came up with this sweet sweet list.

number5: Duh-uh, we had a solution

Description: A pie chart was formulated to accomodate all we had to do and guess what? how amazing we are with time management, we still had 1 hour left free. woah!

number6: Lizard-phobia

Description: Pay your respects.. this lizzy is DEAD. and guess who killed it? Me, of course. I am really scared of lizards. so this was a battle i fought alone and emerged as victorious. it so happened that it went behind my poster. so i sealed the poster shut from all four sides with masking tape. left the lizard there for a week..

number7: I thought we took Arts..

Description: read the answer carefully. tsk tsk, what are we asked by teachers during lesson! shame on you, ms yap. whats more, the answer doesnt match the question.. and really, i thought we were studying econs.

number8: Time Mag Article

Description: HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA

number9: outsmart

Description: newspaper comic strip. Garfield-- if you dont know.

studying in school

2007-07-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

This is not going to be 'I took bus no.10' kinda entry (even though i did take 10 back home today)

Schoool has been DAMN exciting! I noticed something that ALL my exciting days revolve around ms cheng! I dont know how life would be without her...in tpjc... so dull..

I strongly believe that all the insults i go through is not because she hates me.. but she really wants me to do well.. and this is her saddistic way of motivating me... she actually likes me a lot.. but is putting up this facade.. this is what I like to think.. and when i get an A for history, she will weep a silent, hidden tear of joy and satisfaction..

how nice does that sound???

anyhoo, I have seriously reduced the time i spent online... OMG YES! I have..
Dont ask me why man..and how.. i guess i just got too much of it..

MY future really worries me.. have been talking to so many people about universities.. it scares me that I am still not sure of the procedure..
it scares me that I dont have an impressive enough SGC/CV
it scares me that I still have not given my Lnet test
it scares me that my predicted grades for prelims will suck and that will close the door to many UK unis
it scares me that I am wasting time here

but yet, it helps get some load off my chest

Its something like you know you are doing something wrong (ok not wrong but not timely), but it feels all right.. sometimes even good..

I've been cabbing so much, going out soo much, its soo much fun! mum.. DONT COME baCK from india PLEEEASE! weeeeeeee

VACANCY: dont watch this movie! I SWEAR dont!

this is such an incoherent post.. no link.. no topic sentences.. no nothin.. just ramblings..

I went studying with saffie and george today.. it was really funny because george the tranny is still alive LOL, he is crippled because he went to the gym, i was sleeping most of the time and saffie and I took the cutest subs in Sec Sch. Home econs and DnT!

I read handmaid's tale all over again.. this book never bores me.. everytime I close read, a new line and it makes me think, wonder, contemplate, link to my life - a weird connection.. complete plausible
It says
"how easy it is to create humanity" - how true is that.. we ignore so many vices in ourselves and others and make ourselves humane for god knows what reason.. we just do.. all the time..
and how easily we can accept something cruel and bad and wrong because of some compensations.. Like how Ms cheng suddenly became so much nicer because she gave us Marks and Spencer sweets...

I never completely read people's entries.. i wonder if my friends read mine..

I've been studying a lot with my classmates.. been bonding.. its a nice feeling to know there are people who care for you, consider you a good enough friend to tell you their problems.. and when someone shares their problem with you, it creates some sense of trust.. a bond.. and it enables you to tell them your secrets.. your problems.. its truly amazing...

I know who I care about in TPJC, its apparent.. its apparent also that I have become rather quiet in school on certain days.. because I just dont wanna talk for the sake of it.. maybe I just dont feel the connection.. the need to talk.. because it will be of no use.. wont make me anymore intelligent.. or just simply.. its superficial talk.. thats pathetic... but why i cant I tell that to someone up in their face? maybe I am guilty too of sometimes indulging in useless convos.. but then again, its only sometimes...

all i want is to study with people in peace.. without being laughed at or commented on (no, i am not a loser or anything along those lines).. just wanna hug jothi rai all the time... I just want to be with people who I wanna be with... but I swear FUCK SCHOOL POLITICS

adios

new blog, first post

2007-07-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

WARNING: TPJC discipline comm. is hazardous to one's health and reputation

So the comm. came up with this bright BRIGHT idea.."Lets take group pictures of students who are late in order to instill discipline into them and therefore, they won't be late!" and "OMG, what a smart idea.. lets humilitate them! and probably post up the pictures somewhere"
little was I, the naive sweet innocent girl, aware of their extragavant plan and willingly let my mum drop dad off to the airport first and then leave to me to school as he was rushing to catch his flight on that fateful day. I was just really hoping MsCheng would not be incharge. but guess what?
yes, you are right. SHE was THERE, there to greet me with a BIG BIG HUG! weeeeeeee.. NO. DUH not.
"RADHIKA! forever LATE (nooo after months).. BAD example"
wtf look from my side.
"TIE you hair up! I am going to take a SOLO picture of you!" while the rest were lucky to be in groups.Camera comes, Ms Norzian puts up the camera, and GUESS WHAT happens to this cam-whore who resides in me??
tada! a smile, a JULIA ROBERTS' smile, comes on! HAHAHA in her face. but duh, I had to curb it and in that process, the picture was taken.
THAT was MY mitzvah.

1.1 HEARTS
and so it was a BLISSS. completely man.! mom and dad are overseas.. and were THEN too, on 060707. ah, yay! i was out from 3pm to 5am.

Hot Fuzz was H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S! though george and mk were kind of stoning while me, nuurun and saffie the daffie went crazy laughing, screaming! 10 Dollars.

Dinner with a LOT of HEARTIES (including Manu and Hock) at NewYork x 2 where we played "i have never". hock regretted playing it with us! but respect man to hock. and when george the tranny and saumya the yati meet, ITS a slut fest, I swear. hahaha. 13 Dollars

Arab street where we (the dark side) sheesha-ed and had banana split. The bright side alienated us. BUT i still love you all. 20 Dollars

Mac-night talk with Lionel, Bryan, Manu and Kat. I was just falling asleep on anything flat I came across. 3 Dollars

Locked outside my own house with Kat- Kat came for a sleepover and we had to sit outside my house in the balcony for 2 hours, i think, before my brother actually picked up his phone and came to our rescue. Priceless

The Total Outing - around 40 Dollars but STILL priceless =)

Sheesha gang / The dancerss- saumya, saffie, me, Kat

George et Moi- 'i want a puff again so that I can get a picture'

The Bright side and the DARRRKK

Meet the Indians
a.k.a nice nice friends from Hindi School. It was great meeting them and it was complete retarded fun. Kanishk and Ravleen should have believed me when I told them Dumbledore only dies in the 'Half-Blood Prince' UFF! HAHAHA

went daytona-ing and blah blah. fun fun fun.
Had a VERY impt. conversation with Ravleen about permanent stuff.

They LOOVE having me over/errr that is why/catch us on star world SOON

VROOOM- VROOM

CHEAP taxi ride- I liiike!

I was getting late for school yesterday, so I took a cab and was intending to pay by Nets. the uncle was really funny in the beginning..saying that he'll drive me to school like micheal schumarker (whatever may the spelling be) because he is the new one because micheal retired. LOL lame. nd then he turned nasty, he started talking about philippines lah, malaysia lah, Asian financial crisis. this that. OMG historyyy!! early in the morning! and he was screeeamiiing you know! reminded me of Hitler re-incarnation.

"uncle, Ill pay by nets"

"huh? netss?? wahlau i dont accept nets.. no machine how to" waves frantically at the front of the car where the machine was supposed to be.

"huh? i only have 4 dollars in cash" (the bill was 10 bucks btw)

.. anticipating something?.. HAHAHA

"ok I'll take you to a nets machine"

"I am getting laaatee"

"ok lah ok lah! give me what you have!"

"ouh ok. thanks... ( HAHAHAHAHAHAH YAAAYYY)"

so thats all folks!

NEW SKIN-manu

2007-07-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

YEAH, I got a new blog skinn!!

and yeah, its HOT. I like.
so, THANKS A MILLION LOAD TON Manu for:
1. designing the blog
2. conveniently removing my collage (which I am quite over now)
3. bitmapping (or something like that) the picture
4. tweaking the code to fix the screwed up alignment

THANKS for being a sucha tech geek! =D

JOKE.!
but seriously, SMUN hearties are the bestest.

2007-07-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

SMUN outing 2

2007-07-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

HEARTS- 060707
SMUN 1.1

I am seriously fucked up angry at internet explorer because it shut on me when I had already finished uploading 23463587657836534785634785634785645 amazing outing pictures. it just gave up on me. and I am too lazy to upload now.

sO i will just say that, the outing was GREAT!
I thought I got sinned but HAH! i didnt. so NO temple for me.

I swear I will update.

if you wanna know, check out saffie's, george's, mk's, kat's or saumya's blog. though ofcourse mine wouldve been the best..LOL joke. HEARTS

then i felt lazy

2007-07-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

i really wanted to update.
then i came up with a list also on what all to update about.
Then, THEN i felt seriously lazy and tired!

but more importantly,

i LOVE my new blogskin. thanks MK, for the template. if you notice, it looks a lot like his blog. oops. sORRY. ill try to make it look as different as possible..

its true, you have to trial and error before something can be done to your blog.
i need MORE help though, I need to know how to put a picture i got off the internet as my BACK background? its impossible. i tried soo many times.

and also, this is a shout out to jothi whose happy bday was on the 28th of june- HAPPY BIRTHDAY! happy 18TH bday!!!!
you know I love you, my mistress.

OK i am sooo pooped.
btw, WATCH TRANSFORMERS. its blardy amazing!

post exams

2007-06-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

Oh man, long overdue post, yet again. lifes been crazy ever since a week before mid years started. WHY WHY do we ALL start last minute EVERYTHING? whats wrong with human nature. seriously.
I really want to design this post in the form of an interview. the interviewer is the other me. and duh, the interviewee is me. aarrr.. yeah..
interviewer: I
interviewee: Me

I: So, Ms.radhika, how has the studying process been for you considering A levels are nearing and they break or make your future?
Me:All right, so studying has been crazy. late night, no sleep studying sessions. I would like to extend my thanks to msn and to SMUN hearties for being there all night sharing the scares. and a 'fuck off' to chocolates. goodness, i think my butt diameter has increased twofold! I dont need anymore around that area.. arghh!

I: What has been most memorable?
ME: The most frenzied studying session was RIGHT before history paper which was 3 hours after lit paper in the morning. geddit? ( I looks confused) Complete retarded on the part of lionel, ben and me. non stop laughter.. thats how scared we were that we should have done 4 topics... but were like only at 2.5 parts done one minute before the paper...

I: So what is it that I have been hearing about the 'reincarnation of hitler'?
Me: Oh! (laughs) her... she is one of her kind..i think when a million hitlers died, one ms cheng was born ( I says i will be seriously thrown into the deepest pits of hell if ms cheng reads this).

I: So how is it with her?
Me: It used to be bad, then right before the paper I thought the future was bright because we were laughing and all. but ah, I guess that was a mirage. and now its back to normality. she shouted at me for asking her a question. zomg!! wdh. its my doubt, solve it lah. (laughs so that its diplomatic)

I: What do you think the future holds?
Me: I swear see me hug her on prom! (this is to ensure the success of the diplomatic attempt).

I: Well, now that exams are over, how did you celebrate?
Me: I speak for everyone, we SLEPT! separately, not together..and oh msn-ing without guilt.
plus, a bunch of us were treated by johann pang to settler's cafe!! If johann is reading this, thanks johann. we completely enjoyed ourselves. gonna come again and get more discounts. here are some pictures of settler's cafe.. MUST MUST visit place. its GREAT fun to play games etc.

the piggy cheerleaders and US and men suit phoney most!

And there was obviously spending some quality family time. Went for a nice dinner and then went out later to watch transformers with my brother, cousin and her friend at cathay. reached there at 9pm, only got a show for 140 am. ah! what luck. so we had a 394794584563485 hours to kill. how did we do that?? neo prints and DARTS! full on man! DARTS i tell you, must must MUST play darts. its so darn fun. and guess what? I got TWO bullseyes! ok everyone got a bullseye. sigh.. some pictures..

me and bullseye!

I: what else was interesting about the night?
Me: I just found out that night that cineleisure has these personal tv rooms that you can rent and they are real nice with LCD screen TVs and cushions. so you can play Xbox with friends, or freak out watching chick flicks with girlfriends with popcorn OR (most common) bf gf time. and to say we tried peeking inside! HAHAHA

I: aaaahh.. okay.. (weird), so ANYWAYS, howas transformers?
Me: just wanna say one thing, all those who havent watched it, you are stupid! go watch it NOW!. like NOW. its so amazing... and the actress chick is hot. omg STEAM. and no, not lesbian down here. just appreciating beauty! but its a bloody brilliant movie.

I: So, you are a girl, have you been indulging in retail therapy?
Me: yes ofcourse. it has been great. i got a few good things I am really happy about. and the best part, i didnt spend much. you see, I am not brand conscious. whats the point? see every damn thing is produced in china. yes missy, even that S$2398973489274384 top you got was produced at the cost of S$0.000000387273. and then rich nations buy this cheap things.. its called import and add their tag and a few stitches and jack up the prices like how you would love to see it... EXPENSIVE = good! went with my darling darling nappy friend (you know those whom you have known since you could know anybody) - surbhi. a few pictures...

I: what else man?
Me: random ECP moments with family and family friends.. I only posted pics I looked good in...Viewer discretion advised.. some pics are scary.

awww, the sibling loooovee! (pls lah, all this for the pic)

we have our dreams of supermodels..

it says TV makes you smarter.the guy sitting on ronald was damn fuckin cute.

the scariest pic yet.

ALL in ALL, its been hectic.. how time passes by so fast, its ah-mazing.. and now, history calls.

grave news

2007-06-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

HEADLINES
DISASTER: TPJCians IN DEEP SHIT

Conversation goes on like this:
Bala: did you know what parents are required to collect our results? (for midyears)
Radhi: =| <-- shocked face
Radhi: nooooooooooooooo
Bala: Ok you didnt
Radhi: you must be kidding me right?!
Radhi: I reallyyy hope my parents are overseas
Bala: oh dont worry. they will wait for them to come back. already have a plan for people who will use this excuse
Radhi: shit shit shit WTF! die.
='(

I better do well for maths which is tomorrow at 8am and its 1015 pm now. my parents are paying for my tuition. wat the hell. OK.

Inspired

2007-06-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

I m having a talk with a friend about inspiration and how it is required to do stuffs. like studying lit, blogging, blah blah blah.

actually there is no blah blah blah. it was just studying and blogging.

On inspiration...and fake whiners...
So, I didnt get any inspiration to study lit, when my paper is tomorrow. and ohmyshit, I am so screwed. But on the brighter note, if there is any to it, I got inspired to blog after reading mimi's blog. HAHAHA. thanks mimi! and oh, I so agree with her that why the hell do people whine with you about not having studied and then they are furiously writing away during the paper.
well, as much as i agree with her, there can be a few reasons why people do this,
1. to feel part of the 'ohmygod i m fucked' atmosphere that has been prevelant since a few days.
2. to be humble and modest, which is OK.
3. to be able to be 'pleasantly surprised' by their A grade in history when 'OMG i swear i didnt study'

On the diff between TPJC and top JCs....
Atleast, we are not like VJ and other top JC (stereotyping being typed, please excuse) peeps who are completely fake when it comes to studying and exams. (again, not everyone in VJ is like that, but cant deny its a common trait)
They act like complete slackers but chiong and mug all night. OMG. if i was in VJ (which is an impossibility) I would die. I would blindly believe all my friends when they would say, "hey whats the point of studying, lets go hang out!" me? "oh yayeee DAYTONA!" and then when we head back home, ill sleep or most probably go online and get addicted to chatting and think my slacker friends are sleeping, WHEN WHEN WHEN OMG, they are cramming their brain with what I should also be cramming mine with. how sad would that be? imagine.

lucky, we are in tPJC, where MOST are what they seem on the outside. if someone says:

"fuck, I have not been studying, die lah die lah..whatever I dont care already", then most of us understand, and join in the whine session. what tpjcians are inside is what they usually show on the outside.

"I have been studying lah, a bit HAHAHA i feel proud (coz it is something to be proud of)", then we all believe him because I mean, why would he lie right? its usually positive, because then loadsa peer pressure.

SO YES> glad I am here.

On clarifications...
and oh, after what I read on mimi's blog about people faking it and stuff, I felt that sometimes one may unconsciously be undermining what they have done. thus, to clarify myself for me and the rest (for I dunno what) I have:
1. prepared for econs (the only nice subject we take) and thus, the paper today wasnt bad. though I made a few boo boos.
2. have done 2 out of 4 topics for History the bitch. but 2/4 = pass? hell no. HAHAHA.
3. Lit: poe-done 70%. HMT and BNW: 20%. gr8 ex?what shit. AH! blacksmithing is NOT a theme, you shithead. othello-50%.
4. math: tuition is rather helpful. so its like 70% done.

YES> so the most screwed is obviously history, with literature not far behind.. soon catching up if i dont get inspiration to study NOW!, and then math.. lastly, econs.

On nice post-exam thoughts and secondary school....
exams end thursday! woohoo. so friday is like no school. I wanna.. I REALLY REALLY wanna go for a spa.. a rejevunating something! something, just something where I can a blow a bit of mum;s money HAHAHAA. and I am also gonna go back to Dunearn Secondary School! OMG. YES i am gonna go to that bitch of a school (except for the friends, a few teachers and the food) to relive the bitter sweet memories of sec 3 and sec 4 when those jerks, who are losers btw, made life for me and my friends impossible. but its a miracle how we made it through and scored well for Os. HAH, in your face. I make it sound bad, coz it WAS bad. imagine, a clan of 15-20 hardcore mats and ah bengs (the mats and ah bengs people like to say are in TPJC are not REALLY mats and ahbengs, they are saints actually) versus 5 (pathetic I KNOW) girls. but guess what, we kicked butts omg. seriously. I am damn proud of us. who got the last laugh?? US, ofcourse. not USA lah. US = us.
so anyways, I am gonna go back and feel elitist, I swear. and eat all that YUMMY food. gonna binge and binge and meet mr beh!! and ms gordon and mdm zaharah!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooo excited. I just hope zal or su or deb or aisyah are free..

On studying sessions...
zal reminds me.. about the studying sessions at the library I have been having. I had my first one for the prep for mid years with puneet, kanishk and ravleen. omg, thanks puneet! if not for his "you better be on time (which was 815)" I would not have the most productive studying session. It was great fun and great studying also. and then I had one with zal where omg, we realised the library peeps at central library at the basement area have become super duper strict. they took away the stuff of people who left their stuff on the table and went for lunch.!! ZOMG. gonna post the pics later. we took candid shots of the 'crime in action'. and then, there were moments of realization about how sick we are!! that was REALLY zomg!
and there was one failed one with amelia! LOL. because I fell sick. boo hoo.

man, it just started raining out of no where. whats wrong with singapore? oh yeah, that we have reached epidemic level for dengue. but guess what, most east areas are safe! HAHA.

On inspiration AGAIN..
If only I could study with the same zest with which I am blogging now. Its really funny how we take lightly what will exactly make our future and what wont (like this blog) is given all the time in the world. and that bloody msn... its the best and worst thing simultaneously. A levels break or make my future, seriously. I know my dad is joking when he says, "lets get you married off as soon as you turn legal. you anyways have no interest in studying". its funny and all, but what if it gets serious and I fail to make a future for myself. and then I will be married off at 22 (OH NOOO!) and kids at 23. omg. another one at 24. YUCK YUCK. ok man, this shall be my inspiration, to study (not to plan how many kids I want- though I have decided I wanna adopt one HAHAHA)

On my ex love....
shit, this is a bloody long post. one last thing, I have completely screwed up my hair by using that bitch of a machine called the hair straightener. its completely damaged and I need to get 3 inches of my hair chopped off now. so girls (and guys?) using hair straighteners, use it in limit. and with caution. it really spoils your hair. I should have listened to mum when she told me last year to stop it! she even confiscated it and we had a huge fight over it and I cried! OMG HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH cry baby!!

anyways, my blog skin still sucks.and friendster sucks too because my profile just disappeared out of no where.

mid years

2007-06-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

hello one and all

(ewww)

anyways, yeah... one very very very important thing I must say is that we (those giving A levels) must reallyyy take care of our health. It is of utmost importance right now. and falling sick (even to skip mid years) is not very exciting.

Shit man, just when Saturday (today) was assigned to be the 'mug' day and must 'chiong' all the way to finish a few parts of history, I got sick and I think I sneezed 200 times. now the skin at the inside part of my nose is damaged and it burns and stings even if water touches the area.

I can safely blame late nights and my screwed up biological clock for this.
I read this somewhere,
Those who sleep for more than 8 hours have a shorter life span than those who get the perfect sleep of 7-8 hours.
I am no where near filling the ideal criteria. its below and above(mostly this).

I am gonna die young.

oh young reminds me, ms young just smsed me a very sweet message but its got me stressed nonetheless. I should really control what all I say in the heat of emotions. a few months back, out of guilt of not having performed well or something along those lines, I said to her "I pledge to work harder" and now yeah... she remembered and sent me a message. but its really sweet of her.

back to the point, PEople please, do take of your health. please please. We are the future and we need to be a fit one.

so join me in ensuring ours and everyone's health (catch line) for those beautiful A grade and to make this world a better place to live in... without all those sneezes and nose goo filled tissues.

you know after a while people just start using toilet roll because its so much more economically convenient.

new blog

2007-06-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

GOOD NEWS

I am learning how to play around with html codes to change my blog.
I can put archives now.
I feel so proud.
I have completed 99% of econs.

BAD NEWS (oh no)

I have not really been good at playing around with the html code (as apparent from the position of the picture)
So, I dont really feel proud because my blog looks fugly.
I take 4 subjects, out which I am rejoicing JUST because I finished 99% (not even 100) of econs.
Exams start Monday.

Die lah.

Heck care is on a rolll man. I m so happy that people are employing the heck care feel to get out of their emo-ness.
OHOH, emo-ing at night with the HEARTS is pure love.

hehehe.

Will blog once exams are over and when my blog looks nicer.

2007-06-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT TIME IS IT?

its EMO period!

YESSIR, its BACK.

and guess, AGAIN, what comes with it?

in a package deal, you get.. 'Must know how to be heck care' booklet and pills that make u feel heck care instantaneously.

I always wondered how can anyone have mood swings? like hellooo, you control your emotions. 'oh that guy isnt talkin to me anymore..' or 'ooh crap, i wish i could be like that'.. MISSY, CHILL. if that guy isnt talking to you, then he is jus stupid, go find another one. and if you wanna be like THAT, then work towards it and stop complaining.

so yeah, STOP it with the exam talk n OH NO, wish i would pass my mid years. If you have not been studying, then you WILL fail. and even then, if u pass or get more than me, then that will just be sad, OK? and unfair. or maybe u are just naturally smart.

Then I realised, I get mood swings too. everyone does. So I stopped being critical of those who were off at times or were very fluctuative. But then again, unless its a really serious issue, why spoil ur own mood and waste your own time wondering if things and situations could be better? Instead, go and study.

no more beautiful distractions for you, miss radhika mittal a.k.a thai tranny, rahika blah blah blah.

Oh yeah, my name reminds me of this time in sec3 when i was STILL the 'new girl' in dunearn sec sch... my physics teacher had serious difficulties pronouncin my name.. so one fine day..

Mr Lai (L): Siti Salbiah... come get ur worksheet
next according to index no. is me... so it goes like...
L: ..umm... (lookin at my worksheet).. ra...ra...ra...raaa...raHIka!

LAUGHTER fills the room. thanks, mr lai. it with a 'D' btw.

So 2nd fine day..
another set of handouts..

L: siti salbiah...
and then me... god save me, please..
L:.. (looks intently).. ra..ra...RASHIDA!

Laughter.. aaahh...

and allas,, 3rd fine day...
L: ..siti salbiah...
L: (thinkin to himself.. this time i wont screw up)...INDEX NO. 11..!

!!!!

guess what? laughter...

yeah... this is how my name has been screwed.. bad.
what about yours?

anyways, back..

ALL of you who have beautiful distractions in life- can range from living to non-living things- please please.. cut them out a bit. I know its sooo darn tough.. I have one too. but pls ah.. what good is it doing to you? I, for sure, dont wanna fail my mid years.

So yeah SMUN outing was a bliss.. its a day I learnt a lot.. felt a lot of emotions..

1. Your parents love you, no matter what. So wht they do for you, though unreasonable and fuckin irritating, is OK. Jus complain to a few friends and u will get over it. thanks jothi, nuurun, MK and balalala. thanks bala. reallyy. yes, I wont be turning rebellious, EVER.

2. Let your friends know that u r there for them despite all that distance between you. they are more impt. than beautiful distractions.

3. Make full use of the presence of relatives in your house to escape severe scolding from parents.

4. George Ho from TPJC S01 is a certified biaaattchhh! thanks george ok! u r breaching the terms of the treaty.

5. Laughing till u cant stop is sucha mood uplifter.

6. its makansutra, not kamasutra.

7. we really should have gone for singapore river boat ride.,

8. sometimes, I gotta control my speech so that I dont embarass others and consequently, myself.

9. AAAAAHH.. WIRELESS.. all you freeloaders.. stop hogging on MY wireless connection.. shit really.. I gotta secure it.. how?

10. after emo-ing, its sooo impt. to HECK CARE. yay! wooohoo so while I blog about shit stuff waiting for u to strt a convo with me,,... eh waaaiitt! WAIT. i m not gonna wait.. signin out now..

TAAAAA

beautiful distraction

2007-06-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

SERVICE LEARNING - 14th june!

yeah ok, 06A05 went for SL to a kid's day care centre.. ALL the way to... where?? admirality! from Tampines to Admirality. wow.

BUT yeah, thanks to bryan we atleast got a SL project to do.. if not, nothing.. :(

I was i/c of Gifts com.

Thanks amelia for being there always. and mei, nic and ok, paul.

we found realllyy cool gifts for the kids. but omg, kids! never get enough! at the end of the SL journey, we offered two honourary mentions to kids who stood out. oh god, influx of kids who wanted more.. this was after they already had gotten gifts.

highlights?

1. all that jiejie and korkor. lionel n paul were hot favourites. so was amelia with the cute cute cute tiffany. Amelia IS good with kids.

2. water bomb station! woohoo, we rocked, shannon!

3. Those ungrateful shi*s who took off the decor. kelvin;s designs were jus BEAUTIFUL!

4. 969 journeys.

5. yi xuan! omg.. that pest of a girl.. ooops. haha no lah. shes sweet, ok? first, she calls me aunty, then she sits of my flip-flops..her butt on it..and then she runs away with it.. and throws them in the middle of the WET grass patch. and then when bala bombed me with my own water bomb, i shouted..JERK.. and she turns to me and says.."HAH! serves you right!"

wtf? yeah. shes primary one.

thats HER!ohmy save me! yi xuan, amelia, tiffany (how cuuute!) me.

so yeah she called me after SL got over. got my no. from amelia. i didnt even kno her name, man. LOL. then she asked me to call her what.. 9.30 at night!!! and whats the catch, i didnt rmb her name. HAHA. so i asked her..what do ur parents call u?lol, but she caught me.. smart girl. "you dunno my name righT? ask amelia ok?"
"no no i rmb!"
"what is it??"
"shi yuan!" (how far is it from yi xuan?)
"you ask amelia ok?"

aaaah. so yeah i didnt call her... i forgot,..so what? hehehe

BUT BUT, shes sweet nonetheless.
yay to 06A05 SL!

HAPPY 18th DEBORAH DARL! - 12th June

yay, my babe's 18..!
went out with her.. did some useless window shopping and then some useful talking!! su joined us later.

Long John- we'll never change, will we deb? LOL

Deb and ME ( i look so anorexic here yucks)

again.

At starbucks, with a NICE NICE (small) cake.

Its not posed. its natural. REALLY.

GREEDY, grEEdy SuhailA!

Tourists 1

Tourists 2

Shocked at same choice of food, priced ditto same

Marina Bay Lovers

no deb, its the 'fiiierrce' *chinfengstyle pose.

errrr..Su, u ok?

are WE ok??

SMUN

2007-06-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

SMUN - SINGAPORE MODEL UNITED NATIONS 2007

5th - 8th June

Eusoff Hall

National University of Singapore

Ok, this is not gonna be all nice and emo like bryan's entry about SMUN, but it will jus flow out. so bear with it.

Initially, howas it to prep for SMUN? awful, i tell you. POSITION PAPER, ms cheng's -slam u right left centre top bottom-. I just was not eager to go for SMUN anymore. it seemed like a chore and none of us were prepared. hello, like when we reached there on the first day, THEN we realised there was something called the opening speech? hahaha by each country. so anyways, we crapped through.

WHO - world health organisation was a small group, not that big. and ok, some pre-proper conference things,

1. Me and Mei both got double rooms each. LOL. the other room was supposed to be party room coz we both didnt dare sleep in it as some kind soul had left a note on the door sayin "I like to sleep with the lights on, thanks". now that can be interpreted in a lot of ways. we took the scariest one to be the safest. but the room was taken away.

2. Found one of the NUS leader dude who , I SWEAR, is a chinese version of Orlando Bloom. a lot of sane people agree with me. orlando bloom as in how he looked like in pirates.

3. Nicole was the hot flavour for me of the day coz she curled my fringe! omg to see those curls after so long was amazing, like oxygen under sea, like a popsicle on a hot summer day, like a toilet seat during a diarrhea attack...

The TP girls, almost, in my room (as usual)/nic workin her magic on my hair. this piece of machinery was a life saver, ok? for ALL.

so the first day was OK. yeah yeah. meetings, talk. we were ALL so blur on what the hell is a caucus and what moderated what unmoderated? what what? huh look? why is that brazil dude passing notes? for what?

oh, the SILVER LINING? i bumped into peiling and deb, seniors from tPJC, at nus during our lunch or something. i dunno. but it was great to meet them. FUN =)

That night was Bryan;s belated bday celebration, after the orientation night. both were rather fun. we crashed Nic's and cher's room. it was TP ppl celebration. goodness, the bitching was great. guess we were too loud.

Bryan and his small bday muffins from 7/11

that night, me and mei let our hearts out and had a hearty talk till late. till lionel's call put us to sleep.

so, Mei and I prepared the speech she would give on day2.

Second day:

BLA BLA i swear no memory of what all was discussed about communicable diseases. i rmb, tranny stuff n HIV/Aids talk between indian n Thailand. and finally understandin the unmoderated/moderated thing.

and, that immensely hilarious, sit on the floow, talk durin an UMC about threading with indonesia.etc. HEARTS <3

We had lunch at subway.

Thailand, Spore, Brazil (he cracked a total huh?indian joke), Nigeria, Spore, UK, USA, UK, Indo.

All right, till now, we were still very -anti social- stick with JC people and all. but social night changed it ALL.

Social night/ theme? purple rain / Mel made us proud!

Nic, me, Mei, Char, Mel - pre social night

so, social night was a buster. pls ah, WE made it fun. ok tell u what was wrong.

1. the venue was a bit weird. not really -can socialise- sorts.

2. they had a weird numbering/seating system which no one followed. but i get their purpose.

3. i cudnt hear what the emcess were sayin.

4. half the people left.

BUT, WHO stayed on. to support dear mel, dan, wang and russia someone.

and social night WAS fun. the guys were super active and did crazy dance moves. and we went mad.

the DJ, our very own Manu, was good given that he was using a laptop.

Us, with someone's hand.

Then after Social night got over, we changed and started working on our Working paper. in the dining hall. we initally decided to do it at the nice, sofa place. but the moderators shooed us away. and omg, the 'lose my transponder' incident occured! i was scared. scared. scared. I would have to pay 50 bucks. so we were thinkin where could I have dropped it. so, it could have been lying around the sofa area where the moderators were sitting. saumya insisted I go and ask, but I was super embarassed. but she said she will go with me.

so it goes something like this:

we go towards the sofa area, me trailing behind her.

S: umm excuse me, we lost a transponder.. i think its here.

OMG, they ALL in a second got up and strtd lookn for it, it was soo scary. like. the importance to my mistake. ohmygod. then hock and manu came to us (since we were under their committee)...

hock: who of you lost it?

S: she she... (points to me)

me: yeah,,.

and then i told them how, where, what.

scary u know.

anyways, it was ok. they told me i can pay back and use mei's keys first. DUH.

oh i found the key in my room, later.ignore.

Late night gang./laughter/impersonation/confusion/wang scandal/"i never" game

Third day:

So the next day, me and mel decided to wear office clothes. thanks to mel, I wore a top and I already had a skirt.

Me and Mel/ my bed/ my room/ her camera / her passport to come inside my room

We intro-ed our working paper.

alliances formed.

fell in love with the belgian delegates, their chocolates theory, their HEARTS, their -rolls eyes-

Belgium would like to call for an UMC of 30 secs to roll eyes/yawn.

OH MAN THAILAND AND THE REST OF ALLIANCE 1.1 HEARTS THE CHOCOLATE BOYS.

so that night, we got workin on our draft resolutions. initially we had loads supporting us but I must applaud the HAPPENINGS for pulling some towards them till it conviniently became 12-12. OOOH EXCITING.

so we were up all night doin the resolution... saffie, u r sucha darling.! loved workin with ya, listenin to songs, exciting over knowing joti! LOL.

Some who were left till the almost end. some not here. but were there till the end.

THEN, we went to eat the very much awaited prata!!! haha, we walked out of NUS and ate at NIQQI's.!

retarded fun. we all didnt wanna go in coz the ppl inside looked scary. it was like 4 am??

bitchin was bliss.

The Prata Bitchin Alliance/ who love this pose. we jus want peace.

4th and final day:

got like 1 hour of sleep. my throat was in shambles. could not speak for more than a minute w/o going into a cough fit.

while waitin for the bus, we did what we do best. BITCH and take pics, ofcourse.

some group pics.

WHO, SMUN07 - with Hock. PEACE

The Asian Bloc with Hock - sawadika/namaste

from there we went to the central lib to finish up on draft resolution. some more pics with our bloc. alliance 1.1

The Diva Pose

F*ck you - the need for the * to be diplomatic

Candid - saumya, nic n me look like a VERY BAD version of charlie's angels

Then we left for the final shot to pass the resolution. alot of cock talk and stuff. a lot or arguing. and the last unmoderated caucus was HILARIOUS. manu was being saddistic and wanted to jus see each other shouting at each other.. which is exactly what he got. he took pics... which when I get it.. i will post it. but me n george posed for it. so its ok. LOL.

Oh yeah, during the moderatd causus, I did the grave mistake of sayin the word 'ORGY!' oh dear, heard the moderators cringed... brrr.. anywys the link was... orgy = pleasurable = good = multilateral agreements.

REVIEW OF UNFORGETTABLE SPEECHES:

1. present and bitching

2. we will give u moral support coz we got nothing

3. never.. oh.. NO

4. orgy

5. UMC to roll eyes/yawn

6. ivan: thankyou (smiles when hears his prime minister, tony blair, died of a deadly strain of virus)

7. belgium would like provide vaccines with info attached regd communicable diseases and send in good looking people.

8. trust me with econs.

9. broken pencil, woodpecker.. th th th

10. congo loves the world!

SO, no resolution passed! LOL LOL

12-12 split.

heck.

Closing ceremony : highlight? the camwhore craze!

The TP group pic Ms cheng asked for. woohoo way to go TPJC

hehehe, its all about me! awww.. no lah, where got??

WHO, 1.1 +1.2 = POLitical science MADNESS/bitchyness/mayhem

all right la, PEACE , ok?

Korea and Thailand, y'all!

Indo and Thailand- partners in distress =) HEARTS TO U BOTH. love u both.

SOme TP pics.

Random to the ultimate max

something

T for Tampines. HEY! HEY!

With everyone's lovelies- the belgian chocz!

Then, came the prize presentation...

Congrats to Mingkiat and George for achieving 'Honourable Delegate Mention' TWICE!

George and MK! wooho

and this is for reincarnation of hilter no2.!! in your face.. LOL

best speaker, WHO = me! go, ME!

thanks mel for the pic!

WHO/Whatever W W W

I think its the diva pose. or...??

some say, f*ck you.. me and mei say.. WAIT!

THE ENTIRE WHO FAMILY + the Moderators. they blend, so no point figuring out.

Some who came back to the dining hall even after everything finished. for more bitchin and fun!

FUN FUN FUN PEOPLE

SO then, we ordered macs. 10-11 of us.. the moderators joined us.

1. macs.

2. friendster hopping.

3. video watchin.

4. toilet scare.. paranomal presence..

5. all that food.

6. scandals - block smthn smthn, aloe vera plant!

left in a cab with bryan, lionel and george.

SHOUT OUTS:

1. to Meiling, thanks for partnering me... and my apologies, if i got cranky or unreasonable.

2. to Mel, for being there with me.. talking to me.

3. to Bryan, for being my moral support.

4. to Char, for cracking me up.

5. to Nic, for curling my retarded fringe.

6. to George, for starting the tranny shit and carrying my bag and MK, for MSN-ing and forming treaties!

7. to Saumya and Kat, for being there and supporting our cause and actin retarded.

8. to Saffie and Greg, for being so smart! you guys should have gotten best delegation.

9. to Claire and Cecilia, for acquainting us with the IVI.

10. to Nuurun, for spreading smile and joy with your hyena laughter and Xin'en for sticking up with on those looong looooong nights!

11. to the WHO moderators, you people were great!

11.1: to hock! haha!we found ur frndster! u were great.. we never ever thought of passing a motion of no confidence against u! u were tactful n not that fierce, what! and gee, u were way coooooler than the other leaderss!

11.2: to manu! HAHAHAH! thanks for sleeping while moderating and cracking us up. despite that, ur knowledge was impt. and everytime, u said, "guys, if u are gonna be rambling on like this, we wont get newhr." i was like OK! back back back. scary, man.

11.3: to nat! i like the way you speak. and u wont read this ever, so i shall not dwell into it.

11.4: to nad! 'decorum, delegates!' thanks!

11.5: to maryam! thanks so much for passing our 'sometimes useless' notes around so efficiently!

12. lastly, to my mum, my dad, my brother.. my aunt, y great grandma's sister's husband's great nephew's father's.....! thankyou all! muacks muacks!

STILL in the SMUN mode. HEARTS HEARTS

Formed a Multilateral agreement with Mingkiat, George and Bryan! mwahahahah! thankyou!

thanks to MK for following it religiously! treat on man!

I <3> SMUN.

Miss kon

2007-06-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

If you are wondering what kind of mails do we get in TPJC from teachers and if YOU think that TPJC is a slack school, think AGAIN.

This is a mail from our lit teacher, Miss Kon.
To Ms kon, I hope you never read this blog but if you do (by my super duper bad luck), I just put this because I thought it was REALLY funny and unconventional. eh yah. COOL.

dear all,
as you can see i'm making ANOTHER reminder because people don't listen.
your P4 Faculty Test is TOMORROW tuesday 3.30 LT3. this is the one officially scheduled Lit Faculty test for the term so it comes before everything else and i mean EVERYTHING.
it will be a comparison question between "The Handmaid's Tale" and "Brave New World".
and will be counted as part of your COMMON TEST grade as well.
ONLY MCs will be accepted, and you better be SEVERELY SICK if that happens, or have broken ALL your writing hand fingers, even the pinky.
just when you thought we all ponned our tests and went to TM, hmpf!

and being the kind and understanding person that i am, i will give you up to WEDNESDAY for your Othello essays. though i shall be arbitrary and give all on time essays extra random marks, as a reward for trying harder than the rest of you sedentary non-moving objects.
yeah, we are called other things apart from slackers.

and last thing on JUNE CONSULTATIONS.
i will consult most of the 3rd and 4th week of the hols, probably starting around 10am to late afternoon, depending on how crowded those daily slots are.
i will consult on anything though you must tell me in advance what you are doing.
please sign up for slots from tomorrow onwards.
come in twos - fours. each group gets an hour.
you MUST come with prepared work, at least one essay and one outline each person.
you will get your small p4 unseen outlines back too.
and hopefully your othello essay, depending on how early or late you were handing it up.

okay that's all for now.
have a good week, haha. <-- supposed to be evil and sarcastic.
ms kon. (12 days to london and counting, 12 days to london and counting)
btw, she is already in london..watching a better version of staged Othello.

And I got this post from Friendster.
Friends vs. Indian Friends

FriendsFRIENDS: Never ask for food.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Always bring the food.

FRIENDS: Will say "hello"
INDIAN FRIENDS: Will give you a bighug and a kiss.

FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. andMrs.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Call your parent's momand dad.

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you.

FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner tableand leave.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Will spend hoursthere, talking, laughing and justbeing together

Don't Bother reading the rest... I kno what you are thinking...

FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Could write a bookwith direct quotes from you.

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind ifthat's what the crowd is doing.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the wholecrowds' ass that left you.

FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in andsay, "I'm home!"

FRIENDS: Are for a while.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Will forward this.

What can I say, im Indian… helloo, STOP making the positions of indians worse, you copycat.

Yes, This is supposed to Friends Vs. Best Friends.
Since when did it change to Friends Vs. Indian friends? Racist work, I tell you.

helloooooooooooooooo.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. goodness, what all people do.

titleless

2007-06-01T19:34:00.000+08:00

Should I be a complete brat and say even though by my standards, the top I saw at Topshop was expensive, I STILL want it because its just so darn beautiful.
not often you find tops that complement your body so well.
argh.

Well aside from that, my health has been pretty much detiorating. mum says coz I have been thinking too much, stressing myself too much- pretty much due to my new journey of removing the blardy marks and also trying to get an internship at a law firm. It scares me that OMG WHAT IF I DONT GET THAT BLOODY INTERNSHIP WILL I STILL BE ABLE TO GET INTO THE UNI OF MY CHOICE? how the fuck could I be sooo lazy and not contact the firms earlier. now either they are saying the lawyers are on holiday ( helloooo whose gonna give legal help to those pooor people??come back!) or they dont give internship at all or oh WAIT, you are not from NUSLaw?then why are you applying for internship?sorry.
Well missy, I dont want to. I'd rather study than meet the requirements of my personal statement. Atleast, the whole 'call law firms and repeat the same line' day was not as irritating because everyone spoke good english. Thankyou.

what I dont understand is how can people have not figured out by now what they wanna do with their life?? even a vague idea? what the hell have u schooled for, grinded your brain over n over again with information for over 12 years and come to a point where you choose the wrong career path or have chosen nothing at all coz supposedly these 12 years, to you, were an obligation.

I think I am in my bitch mood right now. the other time I was talking to Ishan and I told him I having a bitch fit and his response was sooo I dont know, LAme but made sense. he started barking and saying, 'you are in this fit?' HA HA HA..............

On 30th may,
Celebrated MS young's and Suhaila's bday.
Meeting up with zal, deb, su and aisyah did wonders for me. You make me happy.

what else is fuck is Honour Killings.
Why must girls/women die for crimes so not fit to be called crimes or for the crimes committed by their male relatives. and to say, we have progressed as a world. then why do we see this happening in many parts of the world. we have gone far, but left fragments of earth behind like the Middle East where a 17 year old girl was stripped waist below, dragged out into the public by her own brothers and stoned to death while bastards like police officials and other relatives jus looked and recorded this on their camera phones. she did the mistake of loving a Sunni boy. ARGH. doesnt this shit annoy you? this injustice.

HUMAN RIGHTS. thats what we all should be ashamed of not having achieved. basic human respect.

the five of us were friendster hopping and going through my friend list and this is what happens:

zal: eh rad, you have a lot of pretty friends.
rad: yeahhh I knoowww.
zal: does it annoy you?
rad: YESS. DUHH.!

I really wanna change my blogskin and put archives. but I dunno how to!!

urmm.. okay.

hAH

2007-05-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

This post is not inspired by anything..

maybe just the fact that I feel like a useless piece of shit for doing things I am not supposed to be doing. You know certain things are against your moral guidelines. but then I have not breached it as bad as some people I know.. then again, giving them the benefit of doubt is important. but BUt buuuttt.. I cant help but believe it!!!! why?? we are like freakin only 17 freakin or 18 years OLD!

like HELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

INFACT, what I have done is like nothing.

Lesson learnt? When u feel guilty, just look at a bigger loooooserr and then you feel so saint-like.

specially in TPJC. waaaaaaaaaah. I feel like an angel.

I dont understand how people can openly bitch about people in their blogs.. I mean if they are completely unconnected to you but you still hate the guts out of them, then ok man. but what if its just not politically right? control those angry fingerss, missy.

tra la la la la

I agree with some to some extent that dance did not deserve maybe Gold with honours, or I mean to say, I did agree. but after reading the comments from the judges, I fully agree that we DID indeed deserve it. we were like, PUH-LEASE, unique. with U and N and I and Q and U and E in capitals. amazingly, we were coordianted, amazin use of costumes. BLAH BLAH

Dance, on the other hand, is gettin annoying, like SUPER FREAKING annoying. i thought we were done with the syf dance, oh dear, NO. we have like a 2378456857634783 performances STILL. the only reason i go is coz i LOVE the dance people... jus CRAZY CRAZY people I can go MAD with.
I had so much fun today during dance prac even though it was a waste of my time. but i enjoyed.. crapping around with rahman.. creating silly dance movies, cheerleading, singin for SHAWN, skipping to the bubble tea shop, creating dreams with jacq abt dancefest.

and then zal jus made my day by smsing me the sweetest msg which totally pulled me back to the good old sec sch days. as bad it was with those fuckin' jerks around and the hell that we had to go through each day of cruuuucciiiiaaalllll sec4 year, all those 'away from civilization' days and telepathic and extreme ownership of floorball makes DUNEARN days AMAZING.

message? send a short sms to your friends, make them smile.

OH YEAH. right before zal smsed me a fuckin lizard dropped on me OK! it was like the WORST feeling in my life. hpnd to me for the 1st time. hope it never happens again. it better not. or somebody is gonna get a hurt reallyy bad. yUCKS> it was so dfuryb5
$%^$%^$&%GFvigfnjvdtirnfuckindisgustinshitiduneverwannagothroughagaino
relseisweariwilldieandthenextpe epersonwhocomesinsightwithjburninhell.#%$%^$%^%^$%

Amelia sprained her knee. she walks funny now.

Mitali can play 'twinkle twinkle on the violin. WEEEE. way to go darrl!

I dont know how to play any instrument.

OHGOD, wanna talk about disproportion? spell check
if u were to look at my fingers, u will think i m some fatso, obese piece of meat.

oh dear, then when u look at ME, as a whole, you LAUGH>

I realised my entries are not interesting anymore. OK, I will try to go back to the past mode. when I get the time to.

you see, I am a busy, busy girl. weehehe

sigh

2007-05-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

quick post

5 minutes

Othello essay due.

when? tomorrow?

what is the freaking time now, radhika?

9.15 pm?

what have you been doing?

ehhh...sleeping?

hmm.. -taps feet-

i REALLY had an awful headache -makes that pathetic face-

so my alter ego speaks.

I have not thought so much, so deeply, in so long.

Its almost a cause for my headache. I do not want to think - about this, about that, about you.

I want to know, in an easy way, what is inside that head.. mine and yes, yours and (to make this entry seem general, HEH) everybody's!

I dont wanna have to wait.

I feel happy, sad, confused, frustrated, nonchalant, ironically curious, kepo (spell check), busy, pathetic.

NY Othello production was ah! interesting. Read nicole's blog for a clear cut way to kno how I felt. Gotta be diplomatic here yeah. wasted 17 bucks on cab though! wats wrong with me!? seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy... money does not grow on trees!

went for my first ever ICS night at TJC. never ever going for one again. went for purva, you rocked darl. but oh my oh, ICS nights and me do not get along. went with manpreet. she is the epitomy of a BABE! met a few people I had been wanting to meet though. =)

Basically what I am trying to say is that maybe I have been too anti "my own culture" because of TPJC. No, more like. I have been anti "my own people". Seriously, I think I was super wrong in doing so.

Ok I dont know what crap I am spouting. but it makes sense somewhere in the back of my mind.

It is so impt. to let it all out.

to mei: yeah, lets see them slam us!

i think i will dream

2007-05-08T22:47:00.001+08:00

I think I will dream about the reincarnation of Hitler tonight.

and then I will wake up screaming.

and then I will probably have to go get a M.C.

but that would not help.

then how?

no wonder so many Jews died. What is it called? Holocaust.
(psst.. I forgot what it was.. had to ask mimi)

SAY how about the funny conversation we had when we were being punished. HMMM.. it has advanced...

1. Express your love: TOO VAGUE
2. Hello Hello
3. Whaaaaat?

hmm.. Classic.

aftermath

2007-05-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

Certain incidents make you think of certain things... make you realise that its time to review your life all over again and where it is heading..

SO after yesterday,

thought no1.
My life needs serious reviewing.
I have not done ANY research for the universities and their requirement.
I have not contacted ANY law firm for that one week internship which is SOOO darn important.
I have not completed a single piece of h.w properly in ages.

thought no2.
I have just chatted away, slept and whined about how I have poor time management.

thought no3.
I wanna be a geek like I was in secondary school again. At lease I scored well.

thought no4.
GOD, I failed 3 tests in a day...

thought no5.
Why the hell did I spend 8.90 on a freaking Ben&Jerry's milkshake?? Maybe coz it was sooo darn heavenly.

thought no6.
I feel like days should be longer.

thought no7.
I should sleep less.

thought no8.
I need to watch a movie at the moviehall. I am deprived..

thought no9.
I wish I was a guy because there are soo many pretty girls in TPJC.

thought no10.
Who needs to be guy to be with one of those girls?

thought no11.
OK, I was just joking.

thought no12.
Blame cookie monster.

thought no13.
I should go bathe.

thought no14.
NO, A levels cant be this neearr.. I m NOT prepared..

thought no15.
maybe we should not be too judgemental about our math teacher. We should go consult another one.

thought no16.
I thought this blog was not for me to whine. OH yeah..

For her, I wish I had taken Science

HAHAHA

OH dearrr...

GOld with HONOURS

2007-04-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

TPJC MODERN DANCE
GOLD WITH HONOURS

what?ohmygod!!$&^^&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;#$%&^%^thisisliketotallyinsanelycoolandunbelievableaSDDFsdffds!!!!

AAAAHHH!!!

so all those blue blacks, busted knee, 4/5days practice a week, neck cracks, scary jumps and lagging h.w DID pay off..

Theme: modern contemporary
thought? omg what the shit
feelings? i dont even know how to do ballet!
experience? excruciating pain while stretching and immense fun while dancing.
conclusion? i LOVE dancing
even better one? i LOVE tpjc modern dancers

dance title? shades of light.

we had to wear these funny liitle victorian era looking white skirts.. and superwoman type body suits.. ouch to the max.

the final dance was great.. i felt so good while dancing.. its an amazin feeling.. i love the stage and seems like the judges loved us! hahahahahahahahahaahhahaahha

well i was expectin max gold.. so with honours was a big HUH! but also a WOOOHOOOO

the very first thing i saw when we let down our skirts was... waah..there is an angmoh judge!

heard ppl laughed when we danced... but guess what suckers??? we got G w H..! soooo buzz off and laugh at somethings thats laughable k???? like a joke maybe. maybe the joke is... tpjc got gold with honours.. but hey, high time u realised... we can kick anyones butt

whats even more shockin is that.. only a small majority from our dance group is ballet trained.. compared to other JCs that have people comin to their JC through DSA modern dance.. haha get the point?

but i loved VJC's and SAJC's dance. i likes RJ's concept and MJ's sharp movements and HCI's ladder and circus like stunt which totally fetched them a gold with honours

all in all,
7 JCs - gold with honours
5 Jcs- gold
6 Jcs- Silver

wow. no regrets.

kelvin and his ever powerful capability to sleep...in front of my socks

in the bus with amelia! thanks for missing part of ur hockey training..

again

and again

this is a DECLARATION to MEiling and Samantha for their constant support and we would not have done it without you!! wow i do sound convincing

well...

oh look who we caught again.. Sleeping! HAHA..

me, Farhana and joyce.

me and jannah

me, jasmine and khirti

all clean

=) thankyou TPJC modern dancers for makin this experience true and worthwhile.

Sean and Zhu lao shi for training us

Ms young and ms lim for ur enthusiasm and support and time

Jacq and Jas for ur leadership

Rahman and Kelvin for the guy;s company and hang out at the corner when we were being ignored. =) and also for the busted knee (special thanks to kelvin) and the lift.

thanks kelvin for duet that everyone liked.

p.s the guys had to wear like these ultimately short shorts that were white and tight LOL. and were bare chested.. lucky no chest hair LOL and also had to carry themselves proudly and 'gayly' with skirts.. hehe

2007-04-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

HOW TO RECOGNIZE INDIANS
(apart from the colour ofcourse - but colours also vary)
comment is green.

1. Everything you eat is savored in garlic, onion and tomatoes

2. You try and reuse gift wrappers, gift boxes, and of course aluminum foil

3. You are Always standing next to the two largest size suitcases at the Airport

4. You arrive one or two hours late to a party - and think it's normal
we follow IST - indian stretchable time. originally known as indian standard time

5. You peel the stamps off letters that the Postal Service missed to stamp

6. You recycle Wedding Gifts , Birthday Gifts and Anniversary Gifts

7. You name your children in rhythms (example, Sita & Gita, >>Ram &
Shyam, Kamini & Shamini.)

8. All your children have pet names, which sound nowhere close to their real names

9. You take Indian snacks anywhere it says "No Food Allowed"
Coz its just tooo delicious. explains the pot bellies

10. You talk for an hour at the front door when leaving someone's house
and then at the car door. and then from the car window.

11. You load up the family car with as many people as possible
utilisation of resources available

12. You use plastic to cover anything new in your house whether it's the remote control, VCR, carpet or new couch

13. Your parents tell you not to care what your friends think, but they won't let you
do certain things because of what the other "Uncles and Aunties" will think
HAHAHA apt summary of indian parents

14. You buy and display crockery, which is never used , as it is for special occasions, which never happen

15. You have a vinyl tablecloth on your kitchen table

16. You use grocery bags to hold garbage
AGAIN, full utilisation of resources available. moreover, plastic is bad. so, re-use.

17. You keep leftover food in your fridge in as many numbers of bowls as possible

18. Your kitchen shelf is full of jars, varieties of bowls and plastic utensils (got free with purchase of other stuff )
huh? sure or not?

19. You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes).

20. You own a rice cooker or a pressure cooker.
...yeah coz many people eat rice?

21. You fight over who pays the dinner bill.

22. You live with your parents and you are 40 years old. ( And they prefer it that way).

23. You don't use measuring cups when cooking
awesome chefs already

24. You never learnt how to stand in a queue
whats a queue???

25. You can only travel if there are 5 persons at least to see you off or receive you whether you are traveling by bus, train or plane.

26. If she is NOT your daughter, you always take interest in knowing whose daughter has run with whose son and feel proud to spread it at the velocity of more than the speed of light.

27. You only make long distance calls after 11 p.m.
coz its cheaper? everyone exploits this fact!

28. If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten, even if it's midnight.

29. You call an older person you never met before Uncle or Aunty."
then call them what? -stratch head-

30. When your parents meet strangers and talk for a few minutes, you discover you're talking to a distant cousin.

31. Your parents don't realize phone connections to foreign countries have improved in the last two decades, and still scream at the top of their lungs when making foreign calls.
omg. yeah like my grand grand grand parents -

32. You have bed sheets on your sofas so as to keep them from getting dirty.
oh please, NO.! hahaha. this is hilarious

33. It's embarrassing if your wedding has less than 600 people.

34. All your Tupperware is stained with food color.

35. You have drinking glasses made of steel.
strong and sturdy - steel glass. buy one today

36. You have mastered the art of bargaining in shopping.
helll yeahh

37. You have really enjoyed reading this mail - forward it to as many Indians as
possible
sorry, is this supposed to be a trait of an indian? oops, i blogged abt it.

LAUGHTER

2007-04-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

LAUGH *toot* funnyyyy

key:
___ = censored fuck/fuckin

I laughed like I have not laughed in a LOOONG time.. TILL I cried. like really my eyes were watering.
ITs true when ppl say laughter can really make or spoil your day... I also realised why this year had been so down n low in spirtis. I had not been laughing much in TPJC. but now I kno what to do, who to be with and just let it out and have fun n not care whether others find it funny or not..coz GUESS WHAT? I find it FUNNYYY...

Female sick bay is seriously my second home.

Yesterday, before CCA time started, outside sick bay
me: eh yanling u were sleepin in the sick bay?
YL: yaaah.. sick bay is like my second home already..
me:yahh! agreed.

skipped p.e (coz i srsly wasnt feeling well) and went to the sick bay with meiling. got interrupted by the fire drill.. almost decided to just continue sleeping and say we didnt hear the fire drill. but then, i duno what hpnd.

THEN cindy gets annoying.

THEN after school, went to sick bay AGAIN with amelia and meiling. sleepin was farrr.. we could not stop laughin.. and takin crappy pics. before we knew it, it was 1 already! wooohooo` can leave school.

THEN went to BK with mei.. ate until i was bloated..BK is filling but not tasty. TASTY>

MEiling got 5 dollars worth of ice cream! waaaat.

then we had this interesting convo about how ____ good/bad everything is. or watevr ____ wherever ____ could be used. which was ____ funny. and i ____ enjoyed myself.

made me think how the F word has become an extension of everyday vocabulary. its like Hi Bye or Wassup? or food. or fish.. wats wrong w it?

we really felt the need to make the word silent. good girls. sigh =)

Drama skills put to use.. fooled meiling on the way to schoool ! hhehe HHEHEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH she was sooo scared. her reaction was pricelessss! right, Mei??

maths lecture was for once USEFUL! omg. it was funny and useful.. i understood regressions and watevr. HAHA. mr chao is soo funny. he was speakin into the mike for 1/2 hr and it wasnt even on. so he jus held it in his hand.. for half an HOUR and it was switched off. A05 was so amused. !! easily amuseD??

and then meiling came up with this interesting drawing.

Soh can impersonate miss swan really well. she can get u horny with her OOOOhh.

____ funny day. I feel better blood supply n flow all throughout mybody.

LOVES <3

procastinator

2007-04-10T01:31:00.000+08:00

And so, I am the laziest bum on this planet.

its 1.32 am. I have YET to finish typing out my econs essay (which btw i have done but needs typing out) which I owe Ms Yap since school re opened after March Hols. oh dear, this is not gooood. WHATS WRONG?? I am in J2.. and this aint good.

and then I skipped dance today even though SYF is on 25th April because my stupid lenses are screwing my eyes. and its geek attack when i wear my glasses. ok ill just have to tahan wearing my lenses. SEE, blame Globalisation.
J1 was perfect. it was a GREAT year. and completely opposite to it is J2. its screwing up in every aspect possible. but its useful in the sense that it is now you realise who really are your friends and who you should treasure. J1 was socialising year. J2 is focus on studies and TRUE frnds (which btw TPJC lacks).

I dont know why I am writing this coz I dont whine in my blog. but OH, there are larger ideals brought about like - the theme of friendship and realization.
and I just realised another thing- i will be bathing 3 times and washing my hair 3 times in ONE DAY!!! oh my god. hair losssss! once in the morning before going to school. then after P.e. then after dance! AAAAH. u know what that means? the number of times ill be making changes of things. ~~%^#$%%^%^

And I seriously have to get my pocket money increased. I m broke to the max. so all those ppl who owe me money, PAY UP! so i made a deal with my parents (thanks to my bro who at last is using his knowledge for practical purposes) that if i go to school myself in the morning for 20 days and prove myself, my pocket money will increase considerably. but with the new amount, i need to pay my phone bill and do all my shopping.. which is OK! woohoo coz my bill is controlled and shopping will reduce as As come closer! HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

and BEST part! i have been going to school myself. its rather ok. but scary coz i m scared ill be late! i m already up for CWO ( issue of late coming, not whining)

messaged poo meiling yday from tanah merah mrt.
me: are u at tanah?
she: no. why?
me: oh coz i am takin a bus from tanah to school now. is it too late?
she: yes.
me: thats encouraging.

no reply.

yeah. but i was on time. then had a talk with fatimah on haircuts and how i have totally been a nuthead and screwed up my hair.

jus something i came across. found this in Rim;s hindi book or smthn. read the 'Romans' quote. Eh, non-hindi ppl can also enjoy it.

tpjc songfest

2007-04-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

TPJC SONGFEST 2007

TPJC Audi
5th april 2007
lesson learnt? TPJC is actually quite happening!
So yesterday was TPJC songfest. It was truly amazing and FUN! omg its awesome to be a part of TPJC coz there is always smthn happening. n its happenin'. not boring. but smthn actually interesting.

next month we have TPJC runway- last yr it was a HIT!
after june hols, in july, we have TPJC dancefest- which will DUHHH be a hit coz i m in the dance club! ehehehe.
and the best part? the tickets are well priced - not ex at all! jus 4 bucks! compared to other JCs where they charge a bomb! and for 4 bucks, what one experiences is GREAT!
and this is what hpnd-

met nicole, amelia and mei at tanah merah and went together to school. and reached late so cudnt get good seats.!! and this guy had 'reserved' like a million seats for his frnds! whataloser.

and then it started. for solo category, farhan commenced the evening. he was quite charming w his looks. too bad, nic, hes J1. and then thr was conan. again too bad hes J1. and then the highlight of the night, ASRI! was mind blowing!

ofcourse, he won the solo category.

and then for band, Russell of Blossom received much hearty support. n The Cheekens were original but i dunno WHY they WON! rusty should have won. john n min were great.! they sang chasing cars.

Pic:Rusty- Min and John

BUT BUT BUT, HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA the bestest bestest part of the night was STELLASTORY! guest performance. the lead singer was indian, a punk indian. with looong frizzy hair. and a hairband. but his voice was gooooood! n evreything abt the band was simply superb! they did a bon jovi medley. but didnt sing its my life. what kinda BON JOVI med is tt? but still they got the audi screamin for more. ENCORE.

Pic (above): Stellastory

n oh his name was 'nipple'? or well thats what we heard. wata nick name. errr. cute? ehhh
and his pants were too low n undies were unglam. too shiny.

puneet and khirti were there too. they make sucha cute couple! awww - certified by a lot of ppl!

and then, there was fatin. former TPJC songfest winner. she sang two songs- one by mariah carey and the other one by beyonce. woooow! her notes were perfect and her voice, beautiful! i got goosebumps when she sang...

and then jothi was my date for the night!

went out later w mei n mimi to bedok food corner n took 'productive' pictures.

(might upload those pics later)

got scolded by mum n dad. BLAH! what an ending to a perfect night!

overall.. I've regained my trust in TPJC.

ADVERTISEMENT: VJC ICS night. Friday, 20th april. 6.30 pm. 8 bucks.

6 tings

2007-04-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

Ok, so Poo Meiling tagged me with the 'Say 6 things, weird things'

so these are the rules,

This is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

6 things weird, weird things. about me ( i m weird, so how should i go about doing this.?)

1. I always thought and still do that I am not the 'real' radhika. as in, literally, physically. i rmb (ofcourse wrongly but stillllll) that I (the REAL one) got lost in the mkt when i was 6 and my mum found another radhi (ME, now- typin this) aft she was done shopping near the car - so the REAL radhika (named tina) is still lost... probably begging on the roads of india. pray for her.

2. I always end up having a crush on a guy who i never, i mean NEVER ever thought i will EVER like. and those crushes last for like forever! and then I realise the guy is a bitch and I STILL continue crushin on him. which is weird. and which is why this point no.2 is here.

3. I once read Harry potter in the loo for 5 hours straight. ofcourse i wasnt S hitting for the 5 hrs, but yeah i jus sat there.

4. I used to make fun of girls who carried handbags (those girly ones) and went inside girly shops when i was in sec3&4! and laughed till my tummy started to hurt..

5. I hate eating ice cream alone. I feel eating ice cream is a special thing and there should be special company with me.

6. At times i wish i had cancer so that I could 'fight' it and be an example to the people around me..an example of courage and love for life. and then before I die, I'd write letters to ppl who matter ( i actually thought who already!).

OH OH OH OHHH! can i write 7??? ofc ourse i can, its my blog.

7. Craziest thing ever - I wouldnt mind my jc getting hijacked by terrorists and then a grp of frnds and me would help to save the school... and then get an award for bravery after taking a bullet in the arm. wooooow.

6 people!

rimjhim
arthi
nicole
bryan
melissa
johann

random

2007-04-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

one of those few things that make sense.

and give us a reflection of life

and some odd things. RED BULL inside ice cream???

so totally reminds me of someone. whoever this is, I hope u never see this blog.

have u ever???

and we thought our problems were bad!

2007-03-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

What are forwarded mails for...

fwd:1

A ship sank in high seas and the following people got stranded on a beautiful deserted island in the middle of nowhere:

A. 2 Italian men and 1 Italian woman

B. 2 French men and 1 French woman

C. 2 German men and 1 German woman

D. 2 Greek men and 1 Greek woman

E. 2 Polish men and 1 Polish woman

F. 2 Mexican men and 1 Mexican woman

G. 2 Irish men and 1 Irish woman

H. 2 American men and 1 American woman

I. 2 Indian men and 1 Indian woman

What a Crazy coincidence!

One month later, on various parts of the island, the following was observed:

A. One Italian man killed the other Italian man for the Italian woman.

B. The two French men and the French woman are living happily together.

C. The two German men have a strict weekly schedule of when they alternate with the German woman.

D. The two Greek men are sleeping together, and the Greek woman is cooking & cleaning for them.

E. The two Polish men took a long look at the endless ocean and a long look at the Polish woman, and they started swimming.

F. The two Mexican men are talking to all the other men on the island trying to sell them the Mexican woman.

G. The two Irish men began by dividing up their part of the island into Northern & Southern parts, and by setting up a distillery. They do not remember the Irish woman because it gets sort of foggy after the first few litres of coconut whiskey but at least the English are not getting any.

H. The two American men are contemplating suicide. The American woman is bitching about her body being her own, the true nature of feminism,how she can do everything that they can do , about the necessity of fulfilment, the equal division of the household chores, how her last boyfriend respected her opinion and treated her much better,and how her relationship with her mother is improving.

What happened to the Indians????? ?

The 2 Indian men are still waiting for someone to introduce them to the Indian woman.....

ANOTHER ONE

The Guys' RulesAt last a guy has taken the time to write this all down

Finally , the guys' side of the story . ( I must admit, it's pretty good.)

We always hear " the rules"From the female side .

Now here are the rules from the male side.

These are OUR rules!

Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work!Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. S ympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria 's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted in two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant THE OTHER ONE .

1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both.If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really ............

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as rugby , cars, or golf.

1. You have enough clothes.1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this.

Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight; But did you know men really don't mind that?

It's like camping.

wow!

gettin over

2007-03-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

TO my friends,

All of you brave souls who have listened to me whine and talk over and over again, I wanna let you know: your souls are spared from my crap. watch me forget You. Yay.

Cheers. woohoo.

You as in not you, my friends. omg, i am giving You a god like status. No No. its 'you'. all small letters. hmm better.

If you are thinking of gettin ur hair straightened, dont think. just get it done! REALLYYY. you wont regret. then we can be ALL straight hair people. what fun.

2007-03-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

FEEL GOOD. inc. truly

GP fac test truly sucked.. officially the toughest GP ppr ive ever sat for. so i need some cheering up to do for myself.

OMG. haha i look like a guy! no WAIT the guys lookin like a girl!GAY

I look like Ashton kutcher! MWAHAHA he also looks like a girl!

Inspiration from Charu Di's BLOG. then obssession --> NO h.w done coz busy laughin at others celeb look alikes. quite cute and shockin!
Lionel looks like Sun yat sen!
Bryan like hillary Duff
Johann lik heidi klum

and LOTS More. mimi and I had a GREAT time laughin our asses off.. what with bounce ALSO! mwahaha. i wonder who ms kon resembles to?

2007-02-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke-You're broke-Your lovelife's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year

Friends make life so much more bearable.. and fun and crappy and crazy.. and silly.. and meaningful..

Deb + Zal + Aisyah + Su + Rad = Weird crap. I would have run back to India, I swear, if not for them..

But I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU (WHEN THE RAIN STARTS TO POUR)
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU (LIKE I'VE BEEN THERE BEFORE)
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU ('CAUSE YOU'RE THERE FOR ME TOO)

Love you soo much Nive.. the only one Ive known who has soo patiently listened to all my crap for two years EVERY saturday for four hours w/o fail.. and has still loved me nonetheless. the time has come again, darling. mwahah
dont forget me OK?

RIMjhim! my partner in crime.. my lesbian partner.. i think my mum really thinks we are lesbians.LOL. she is going to Australia.. who am I gonna take retarded pics n videos with? dont leave me hangin holdin the HEAVY mattress while u take a pic of me is distress!!!

and even though i might not be able to tell you often how much I love you, my friend.. I will tell you that you owe me a treat now that I have bestowed upon you so much honour.

TPJC TPJC TPJC

If I will remember something about TPJC it will be first three months and my fantabulous TKGS frnds.. rachel and Amalina.. and PIC and pc2 who i realised is soooo full of himself.! and wei hao and abba and ofcourse... n I learnt all the loser lamer songs from TKGS girls..

A05!

with Amelia and Soh.

with pretty and cute and hot girls like them, who needs guys???

And hell a lot of fun celebrating bdays... happy bday Soh and johann! somebody looks constipated and more controversies...which soh tactfully pointed out in tpjc.net photoshare..HAHA and Johann with his extremely sick thoughts about everything.. fahmi thought u were innocent.. now he loves u coz he knows u now..and thanks a ton for stealing away my phone monopoly!

and making amazing friends.. like balalalala.. who has a split (into infinity) personality. he smiles like ronald mac Donald.REALLYYY. (here u can ignore the fact i might also smile like ronald..only in this pic.!)

and my darling JOTHI rai.. who happens to share her surname with someone..
words cant describe how her hug brightens up my day everyday! and how lesbianship we look when we do that..but thats ok.. i m already declared a guy.. not feminine enough..sigh..but its good for u jothi..!

And ben who is a Love guru. so if u need advis/ce on BGR crap, ask him!
and Lionel, who err.. is nice!
and Yanling, my study buddy..or so was decided.
and Meiling, my long talks and walks frnd.
and Amelia, all that bitching and laughing and she dumping stuff in MY locker. i m damn nice can.?

DEBATES Debate Debate.
Argue Argue Argue
camwhore camwhore

and those debaters... or cam whores.. and all that fun.. and sam n ms kon n ms lee scarin the S H I T outta us and fahmi who hasnt passed us the CD for a year plus already.

some brotherly Looove

My Brotherr... he annoys me but i love him. our forces against our parents was invincible. but now he is in UK, enjoying... while I am rotting here in spore. and my parents are crushin me.. while he can hang out w ang moh girls.

No one could ever know me-No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows, what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with-Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with-Even at my worst I'm best with you
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year

MITALI MITALI MITALI
Mitu mitu mitu
<3>

Mitali, my bestest bestest bestest frnd who will accept me for who I am even if i am a murderer or a bitch or annoying.. she'll love me the same. and I will love her the same also.. and though we are 5000 miles apart.... umm... we can meet when I fly to india? eh.. ok i tried to make it sound senti but could not come with anything.

with her.. in my BED.. oooooh lala.

with mihir... my buddy with whom i can fight n fight n still not get pissed.. he can be a loser at times and go bash his face n body parts.. i guess its the age.. he'l probably never read this so HAHAHA

at cafe coffee day with mitu.. one decent picture.. ah i kno why.. coz its BLUR!

I'll be there for you, coz you have have been there for me tooooo ooh ooh.

V day

2007-02-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

OK so i decided to blog about love.. since its 15th feb, a cliche day to reflect on love (I day after 14th feb, geddit?)..

there are all kinds of love..
family love,
friends love,
sibling love

and those who cant find 'crush' 'bf/gf' love on V day, go and celebrate the above mentioned kinds of love..

what did u do?

HAH i proudly declare I went for friends love. But the thesis does not stand for me. haha.

I think Valentines Day is wayy too commercialised.. to an extent that i think for most its lost the meaning.. what we all want is roses.. n gifts and when we dont get it, we whine.. go to our guy friends and demand for one.

only for some, is it true love and concern and care and more than a simple task of buyin a flower.. or some expensive gift.. but the sad thing is.. it is ONLY done by some..

the sweetest thing
G- Girl
B- Boy

G gifted B a calender of 2006...

with what they did, where they went, how she felt for each day they were together... and they've known each other since the 1st three months 2006. the sweetest thing ever... B did something equally as sweet and thoughtful..

if u love someone, show it.. mean it..

thankyou for those who really care.

another aspect of love is crush. the simplest form of love love.. most innocent I believe also. but most tortorous too..

love you cookie monster!

I love my friends. my besties. but I seem to be losing them.. and i feel this insane pang of jealousy at times.

guess its J2..

and I guess it is you, cookie monster. Go away.

AT last

2007-02-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

OK, so god bless me, i am atlast updating.

after coming back from india.. n spendin almost 2 months there, i was damn relieved to be back in spore..! PHEW!

in jan, i went out a lot.. met up w frnds n besties and freaked out.!

met up with my besties. =) the reason why i love spore.

who are pretty, pretty girls..

a bit retarded also..

in order to save money spent on taking neo prints..

with zalikha at JJ carnival and expensive expensive rides.. so jus take a pic n be happy

met brother bala who was so busy eatin tt he just had time for one picture.

and then i met ms busy, deborah.. u owe us babe. mwahaha

and also, i discovered what HMV is for.

and ate wayy too many raspberry cheesecake..

and randomly, this is my HS class. i swear i dunno names. it was the last day so doesnt matter.

and then there was O'night.. took a freakin cab only to be able to dance on one song!
the cab driver was scary.. i almost messaged my parents tellin how much i love them.

Episode of the 'Broken Slipper'

Was out with Rim darling to watch the movie Guru and then my slipper broke.

haha it was hilarious.. i was dragging my feet. and then i walked bare footed all the way to bugis street (my second home) and got new flip-flops. more cheap ones. i never learn.

and more to come, later. miss poo's bday, johann's and soh's surprise bday and somemore stuff i cant rmb coz its late and i have dance tmr morning. how stupid i am to join syf.. i cant even do contemporary.

Hello 2007

2007-02-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

WOW! long time, no post.. this is what happens when :-
a. You come into J2.
b. You refuse to post about ur daily life
c. Your comp is freaking slack.
d. you just seem to find anything worthwhile to write.

THEN again i remembered.. that I should just post about anything because it doesnt really matter.
ok, my head hurts now i didnt go to school today now i have to go get a MC.

I thought about posting about where all i went in India in december - a LOT of places. inspiration from soh's blog... then i got too lazy to upload the pics.

then i felt like writing a poem sorta entry like bryan does in his blog.. then i remembered i cant write poems to save my life..

I seriously like johann's blog coz he puts up funny pictures.. gee i m complimenting him i really hope he never reads this.. bugger got the same phone as me.. i no longer hold monopoly of the phone in the class.. thanks a lot johann!

in the end, i am gonna tell u all abt my exciting (and tiring) start of 2007.. extreme fun (and fatigue)..

ok i m tired now.. so i wont tell u now.

taa.

happy new years

2007-01-01T05:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2007

oh man. surprisingly.. the party was rocking like mad. it was amazing. awesome. fun. n the best part. the DJ from dubai (lol) was gr8.. he played just the right songs.. for just the right period of time.. its true a DJ makes or breaks the party.

danced non-stop.
dessert was slurpilicious. yummm.
not that many cute guys. but enough.

lucky i did not choose to sit at home n watch horror movies. n eat pizza.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hope this year is NOT as exciting as 2006/ JC1.. coz i really gotta study now. like i m seroius. no h.w done.

i m so BBQed.

sucky

2006-12-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

DELHI AND LESSONS LEARNT

I thought a lot about what I should post.

And I decided, since I am in Delhi, India..I shall post about my observations.

1. If you are used to drving in Singapore, you cannot..I repeat..CANNOT drive in Delhi..

I mean... the car horn is like music to people's ears here. You are in your car and at a red signal...which means you have to stop..right?? DUH. n then the ass in the car behind you is honking away like as if...the sound from the horn is creating enough energy to make my car move OR, or or or... the horn will make the red signal turn green faster..

and then take for instance..

some people who dont care for another human life. When you see an ambulance..with the red, flashing light on.. that means.. it is going to save someone who is in dire need for medical help. And then just because you wanna turn right n ur signal hasnt turned red, BUT the straight signal is green..why cant u just go straight so that the ambulance behind you can go do its job instead of waitin while u bury ur ass in the car seat. maybe u didnt get what i said.. so here is a diagram to explain to you what I saw...like 3 times!

Now, it may seem I am hypocritical.. one side I say.. should not jump signals. and then the other side I might seem to uphold what I m preachin..

but the thing remains is that.. I;ve noticed.. some car owners JUST care about themselves... do NOT do the right thing.. and it just ticks me off to listen to rash drivers talking about the 'oh-so-terrible-state' of Delhi traffic...when HELLOOO>> YOU are the very cause for it...

I was going back home in the car from some resort which is located on the outskirts of Delhi.. and it take not more than an hour to reach home.. n this other evening... it took us... GUESS... 3 Freeeakin hours to get back home.. the car was movin at a lower speed than my jogging speed... I couldve jogged..but i didnt.DUH.. TRAFFIC! maddening. everyone wants to get across before that green goes red...

But ofcoz.. there are some things that are extremely unique to Indian roads which Singapore does not have..

1. You have a lovely, oh funny view of people considering the roads their toilets. after all its a public good eh?
then u laugh all the way back home,,i dunno y..even though i m sorta grossed out..

2. You can go for Looooong loooong drives in delhi..coz thr are enough roads for that and the fuel aint tht expensive...but..spore? hah... before u strt ur loooong drive...from pasir ris in the east..u r already in jurong in the west. and then the cherry on the top..there is ERP and all that watevr.

I am gonna learn how to drive now. then ill fail and then maybe ill get inspired to study. my books are rotting.

And then thr is the AWESOME food stuff down here.. whch is like SUPERB! n doesnt burn a hole in ur pocket.

And all that shopping..wooow.

And i Learnt the importance of appreciating someone's efforts and their hardwork into somethin tht is done for you. coz it hurts if you hear ur near n dear bitchin about ur efforts. come on, speak more softly pls? or dun speak at all. HAHA indian soap opera...with the ladies sleepin also with heavy jewellery and make up on. mwahaha

and then I also learnt that jealously can creep in anywhere - even amongst friends whr u least expect it and which makes u go 'huh?' And then I realise what Vicky said is so true..that Jealously...even a bit...causes insecurity and spoils all kinds of relationships.. or alleas creates certain grey areas( he didnt say the last part =D)

And I also learnt that why the book 'Brave New World' is so well loved by guys.

This book displays a world.. in the future...the civilised world..where... ironically.. promiscuity is as normal as breathin.. and actaully committing urself to tht one special one is lik what the savages do and is un heard of. so yeah u are REQUIRED as lik some sorta unsaid law to sleep w as many people of the opposite sex as possible.

utopia?

i am wondering.. it is kind of a cool world..come to think of it... u kno... no tension of actually betraying whomsoever. and oh- u get anyone u want, anytime. mwahah. NO NO. ! that wud be awful. we'll be like animals then. even animals alleas hav a family..in the new world.. 'family' is lik a swear word. oohh i m so excited to study this book.. except tt readin it is sooooo BORING.

And I learnt that I should not wear my jeans too low. Dont think sick please.. its jus something else whch cant be mentioned. BUT ws super embarassin, nonetheless.

and I learnt that I shudnt bother wastin an international sms..

I ALSO learnt that flirting is soo bloody cheeky.

AND lastly, hearing your parents swear in English is sooo ODD. O-D-D.

And for the time being, thats all I've learnt. and the post is too long already. and I gotta sleep.
FUN strts soon.

clueless

2006-11-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

CLUELESS

WHAT SHOULD I POST ABOUT???

name game

2006-11-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

NAME GAME

I found this on Rim's blog.
and since I have been rather lost about what to post..I will indulge in this.
its kinda fun actually.haha.

A- You have a very good personality and looks
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You are charming.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly
L- you live to have fun.
M-one to have fun
N- You are dead sexy and one of the best in bed
O- You like to curse alot.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could askfor.
S- You really like to chill.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- Easy to fall in love with.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- Fcukin Crazy
Z- Always ready.

SoOo0O..I am..

R- one of the best damn gf/bf anyone could ask for.
A- I have a very good personality and looks.
D- I have one of the best personalities ever.
H- I am charming.
I- I have a fine ass. (WHAT? NOO..ive put on weight. must shed.)
K- I am really silly. (Yes, i know you are nodding.)
A- I have a very good personality and looks.

Evaluation:

I only fully agree with 'K'.. and you agree with me. i know! how awesome! blah.
'R' : haha! u must be joking! I will irritate the shit out of you. mwahaha.
The whole personality thing got tooo much...but i gotta agree I DO have a great personality. LOL.

BUT i still love the 'K' thing. so ME.

NOW, lets see what other names will be like...
1. Osama

O- he likes to curse a lot. ( come on, he is just doing his job.)
S- he likes to chill. (aha...hes a cool dude y'all..)
A- he has a very good personality and looks (oh yes!) -->
M- one to have fun. osama in a 'wanna play video game one day' tone: "hey lets bomb germany today! what fun! I can so defeat u in the killin people and gettin the most points!)
A- he has a very good personality and looks ( we all re-considering this NAME game arent we?)

2. Pamela (Anderson)
P- you are popular with all types of people. (ofcoz, with those watermelons, she is a very talkable topic with every age grp that realises that those are F size..which is FAKE)
A- she has a very good personality and looks (yes, she has a good personality coz she is modest. u kno how? the credit for her popularity was bestowed upon her 'two babies' by her. awww..so in the showbiz does that? - applause-)
M- one to have fun. (lets not comment, shall we)
E- damn good kisser. ( i wnder how she smooches a guy with those things in the way...maybe the spider man way)
L- you live to have fun.
A- she has a very good personality and looks.

NOw,.. i think osama and pam go really well together...

aww...now we understand how Osama CHILLS and Pam lives to have FUN. good. good.

2006-11-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

uh.do you know!vicky is sooooooo sweeeeetttttt!!!really.im not joking.

uh, n this post was put up by Vicky himself HEHE

BUt he still is sweet..coz he unconditionally helped me out w my blog

ps: look at the top left corner for the song.

Delifrance

2006-11-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

Dear friends,

I would like to tell you all a story..

about...

and..

Aisha and Me.. . . ..

and duh-ly.. our adventure/experience/adventure in Delifrance....

So, it was a dark, gloomy evening..

ok fine..it was not.

It was just like any other evening...like evenings are..and so..Aisha and I met up after months and felt..hey..lets have something at Delifrance and catch up!

It was the perfect.. an almost perfect place....

OR so we thought...

anyways..so we enter and take a look at the menu..and hey! "lets have ice-cream!"

n ohboy..the $$$... $7 each! but ah...its not like we meet everyday...

so we enter..and take a seat...and choose.

Aisha --> Waffles w chocolate ice-cream and chocolate sauce.
Moi --> Crepes suzette w apple filling and caramel sauce.

Yummyyy...

and we wait...

i wanna tell Aisha stuffsss...and I want to wait for the ice cream...nicer like that...yeah?

Wait...waiting.....STILL waiting...

1/2 hr.......35 mins....40 mins....

YES! i kno..its supposed to be a fast kinda place...and besides..whichever place takes 45 mins!??

so we ask a waitress...where our order is...and she informs us then..guess what? they are out of the Crepe Suzette I ordered!

Ooohhh we are soo shocked and pissed.

aisha: WHAT?
Me: but we gave our order to the manager!
Aisha: we wanna talk to the manager.! (LOL..yeah)
Waitress: uh ok

Me to Aisha: Eh, we better get something for free.. (hah!)

Manager comes-
Manager: ER yes ma'am, actually we misplaced your order (what! u r the manager!) and we are out of the apples in the crepe...so if u'd like I could add cherries.
Me: we waited sooo long for the order and blah blah blha i dun want cherries. i want apples.
Aisha: I think we deserve something ON THE HOUSE for this.
Manager: yes ofcourse, You can order your (mine) icecream for free.

and Aisha is mouthing to me: "the most expensive one!" LMAO..exactly my thoughts.

So I ordered some expensive thing.
btw, Aisha's order isnt here as well..

So, then my order comes. I wait for hers to come...

-Yumm

n guess whaT?? her order comes..But ALL wrong..they gave it with VANILLA and caramel sauce! she wanted choc icecream and sause. tsk tsk. so, we send it back and lo, wait again.

Then it comes, and we strt eating...ATLAST.

n Aisha saw the most interesting thing..the employees talkin away over their Personal handphones..no wonder our order got misplaced...

Hence, we decided to drop comments and we yeah..came up with all this below.

HAHA.

and so, we are leavin, we go to the cashier and are told.."its okay ma'am you dont have to pay for anything."
So, we didnt give the comment card either...we aint that bad..cmon.

MORAL of the story:

If you are broke and not THAT hungry, go to Tampines Mall Delifrance. *thumbs up*

Ants

2006-11-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

ANTZ

Ok i decided to dedicate this blog to the much irritable ants in my room.

I know, I know I am not following my rule about NOT mentioning my problems and stuff..BUT this is a HUGE thing..like a BIG, BIG problem.

BIG!!

and furthermore, I am sure many would be facing this problem as well..so this goes out all those who face the....'ANT problem' !!

SO! here it goes...

I HATE those fcuking ants. they are a pain all over my body. i HATE them..

even after I cleaned my room...removed all the FooD stuff.. the ants are STILL here..

the ants...attacked the tasty tasty tasty tasty Toblerone I had..

the ants are sooo desperate...they'll attack almost nething...like WATER also. whats with them.

I cant spend 5minutes in peace..with out feeling an ant crawl up my leg or arm..argghh..eww..

ok frustration vented out..

2006-11-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

Middle East Crisis !!

Why exactly they screw up ALL the time...

..Click here..

(on the yellow thing)

Thanks much much much

2006-11-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

My sincere Thanks to:-

Vicky and Bryan

<-- Vicky

for being awesome friends and helping me out with my blog. THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS

MERCI MERCI MERCI beaucoup.

Vicky - hah! he literally made my blog...gave me his password for blogskins and infact actually helped me get a skin initially..but i could not use that skin. it was nice ok? the skin he got for me..it was Flip-flops. DAYM (haha) nice!

Thanks also for telling me that it is the template where i must make changes. LOL

Thanks also for adding the tag board for me...

Thanks also for keeping up late on MSN just helping me find blogskins..

Basically..thanks for making the blog for me.. you ROCKS can?

Bryan - the Blog MAster / Angel in Disguise (as he likes to put it).
Thanks for helping me with the Links. I aGAIN did not know that u add links through the Template.

And thanks for being there when I so needed to add links and was going bonkers.
Also, thanks for offering to help anytime despite your busy schedule.

Russell - I will say thanks to you even though u did not help much becasue at least u tried to tell me the diff between username and display name when i JUST started making the blog. and then u gave up by saying u dont use blogspot but livejournal. but thanks neways yeah? btw, I am NOT a noob

Soh - Thanks for saying that the Ateens song is nice when everyone was insulting the song. yeah. I also dont like the song. But I still like you..

And thanks to all my friends for supporting my step to make this blog by tagging my blog...i LOVE y'all....*smiles graciously* *as if recieving an Oscar and giving Thankyou speech*

Anyways!! THANKS a LOAD LOAD LOAD!

Hmm..What am I doing making a blog?

2006-10-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

A BloG????

hmm..this is extremely weird..HAHA me and blog dont go well..u kno what? i made 3 blogs before this..but i left them halfway..which is..i was too lazy n not well equipped w the skills to customize my blog. hopefully...THIS one will last.. BLOG RETARD

<-- yes thats me. retard.

Neways...

my first post:
aaaahh...well..i m VERY happy right now coz i got a newwww phone..yippee...after much begging and negotiating and bargaining...i got a phone aft sucha loooong time of using a nokia phone from the ages of the Stone Man..yeap.my old phone (which btw is being used by my mum now LOL)was soo ...different...it had..text in HINDI!!! YEAH! yes ofcoz..there was text in english ALSO. but the fact REMAINS..it had hindi text. !!

but u kno what? NOKIA STILL and will ALWAYS remain the phone to be the MOST user friendly phone..Easiest to text with...
'drop from 3 stories' proof
' true pal'

But ah heck.

BUT BUT

why m i strtin off my blog like theeess??

ok ok. on a serious note..
i wont say what This blog is for...lik u kno..oh i shall post my sadness n all that...OR oh no sad stuff..

time will make watevr it will make of this blog ( that is if it lasts)

hmmm

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somebody teach me how to blog!! is this how ur first post is supposed to contain???
its so not like other blogs..

WAIT! i kno...my blog is...DIFFERENT!!

ok watver.
blogging seems...seems..seeems...fun.