Oh man, long overdue post, yet again. lifes been crazy ever since a week before mid years started. WHY WHY do we ALL start last minute EVERYTHING? whats wrong with human nature. seriously.
I really want to design this post in the form of an interview. the interviewer is the other me. and duh, the interviewee is me. aarrr.. yeah..
interviewer: I
interviewee: Me


I: So, Ms.radhika, how has the studying process been for you considering A levels are nearing and they break or make your future?
Me:All right, so studying has been crazy. late night, no sleep studying sessions. I would like to extend my thanks to msn and to SMUN hearties for being there all night sharing the scares. and a 'fuck off' to chocolates. goodness, i think my butt diameter has increased twofold! I dont need anymore around that area.. arghh!


I: What has been most memorable?
ME: The most frenzied studying session was RIGHT before history paper which was 3 hours after lit paper in the morning. geddit? ( I looks confused) Complete retarded on the part of lionel, ben and me. non stop laughter.. thats how scared we were that we should have done 4 topics... but were like only at 2.5 parts done one minute before the paper...


I: So what is it that I have been hearing about the 'reincarnation of hitler'?
Me: Oh! (laughs) her... she is one of her kind..i think when a million hitlers died, one ms cheng was born ( I says i will be seriously thrown into the deepest pits of hell if ms cheng reads this).

I: So how is it with her?
Me: It used to be bad, then right before the paper I thought the future was bright because we were laughing and all. but ah, I guess that was a mirage. and now its back to normality. she shouted at me for asking her a question. zomg!! wdh. its my doubt, solve it lah. (laughs so that its diplomatic)


I: What do you think the future holds?
Me: I swear see me hug her on prom! (this is to ensure the success of the diplomatic attempt).


I: Well, now that exams are over, how did you celebrate?
Me: I speak for everyone, we SLEPT! separately, not together..and oh msn-ing without guilt.
plus, a bunch of us were treated by johann pang to settler's cafe!! If johann is reading this, thanks johann. we completely enjoyed ourselves. gonna come again and get more discounts. here are some pictures of settler's cafe.. MUST MUST visit place. its GREAT fun to play games etc.

the piggy cheerleaders and US and men suit phoney most!


And there was obviously spending some quality family time. Went for a nice dinner and then went out later to watch transformers with my brother, cousin and her friend at cathay. reached there at 9pm, only got a show for 140 am. ah! what luck. so we had a 394794584563485 hours to kill. how did we do that?? neo prints and DARTS! full on man! DARTS i tell you, must must MUST play darts. its so darn fun. and guess what? I got TWO bullseyes! ok everyone got a bullseye. sigh.. some pictures..

HEADLINES
DISASTER: TPJCians IN DEEP SHIT

Conversation goes on like this:
Bala: did you know what parents are required to collect our results? (for midyears)
Radhi: =| <-- shocked face
Radhi: nooooooooooooooo
Bala: Ok you didnt
Radhi: you must be kidding me right?!
Radhi: I reallyyy hope my parents are overseas
Bala: oh dont worry. they will wait for them to come back. already have a plan for people who will use this excuse
Radhi: shit shit shit WTF! die.
='(

I better do well for maths which is tomorrow at 8am and its 1015 pm now. my parents are paying for my tuition. wat the hell. OK.

I m having a talk with a friend about inspiration and how it is required to do stuffs. like studying lit, blogging, blah blah blah.

actually there is no blah blah blah. it was just studying and blogging.


On inspiration...and fake whiners...
So, I didnt get any inspiration to study lit, when my paper is tomorrow. and ohmyshit, I am so screwed. But on the brighter note, if there is any to it, I got inspired to blog after reading mimi's blog. HAHAHA. thanks mimi! and oh, I so agree with her that why the hell do people whine with you about not having studied and then they are furiously writing away during the paper.
well, as much as i agree with her, there can be a few reasons why people do this,
1. to feel part of the 'ohmygod i m fucked' atmosphere that has been prevelant since a few days.
2. to be humble and modest, which is OK.
3. to be able to be 'pleasantly surprised' by their A grade in history when 'OMG i swear i didnt study'

On the diff between TPJC and top JCs....
Atleast, we are not like VJ and other top JC (stereotyping being typed, please excuse) peeps who are completely fake when it comes to studying and exams. (again, not everyone in VJ is like that, but cant deny its a common trait)
They act like complete slackers but chiong and mug all night. OMG. if i was in VJ (which is an impossibility) I would die. I would blindly believe all my friends when they would say, "hey whats the point of studying, lets go hang out!" me? "oh yayeee DAYTONA!" and then when we head back home, ill sleep or most probably go online and get addicted to chatting and think my slacker friends are sleeping, WHEN WHEN WHEN OMG, they are cramming their brain with what I should also be cramming mine with. how sad would that be? imagine.

lucky, we are in tPJC, where MOST are what they seem on the outside. if someone says:

"fuck, I have not been studying, die lah die lah..whatever I dont care already", then most of us understand, and join in the whine session. what tpjcians are inside is what they usually show on the outside.

"I have been studying lah, a bit HAHAHA i feel proud (coz it is something to be proud of)", then we all believe him because I mean, why would he lie right? its usually positive, because then loadsa peer pressure.

SO YES> glad I am here.

On clarifications...
and oh, after what I read on mimi's blog about people faking it and stuff, I felt that sometimes one may unconsciously be undermining what they have done. thus, to clarify myself for me and the rest (for I dunno what) I have:
1. prepared for econs (the only nice subject we take) and thus, the paper today wasnt bad. though I made a few boo boos.
2. have done 2 out of 4 topics for History the bitch. but 2/4 = pass? hell no. HAHAHA.
3. Lit: poe-done 70%. HMT and BNW: 20%. gr8 ex?what shit. AH! blacksmithing is NOT a theme, you shithead. othello-50%.
4. math: tuition is rather helpful. so its like 70% done.

YES> so the most screwed is obviously history, with literature not far behind.. soon catching up if i dont get inspiration to study NOW!, and then math.. lastly, econs.

On nice post-exam thoughts and secondary school....
exams end thursday! woohoo. so friday is like no school. I wanna.. I REALLY REALLY wanna go for a spa.. a rejevunating something! something, just something where I can a blow a bit of mum;s money HAHAHAA. and I am also gonna go back to Dunearn Secondary School! OMG. YES i am gonna go to that bitch of a school (except for the friends, a few teachers and the food) to relive the bitter sweet memories of sec 3 and sec 4 when those jerks, who are losers btw, made life for me and my friends impossible. but its a miracle how we made it through and scored well for Os. HAH, in your face. I make it sound bad, coz it WAS bad. imagine, a clan of 15-20 hardcore mats and ah bengs (the mats and ah bengs people like to say are in TPJC are not REALLY mats and ahbengs, they are saints actually) versus 5 (pathetic I KNOW) girls. but guess what, we kicked butts omg. seriously. I am damn proud of us. who got the last laugh?? US, ofcourse. not USA lah. US = us.
so anyways, I am gonna go back and feel elitist, I swear. and eat all that YUMMY food. gonna binge and binge and meet mr beh!! and ms gordon and mdm zaharah!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooo excited. I just hope zal or su or deb or aisyah are free..

On studying sessions...
zal reminds me.. about the studying sessions at the library I have been having. I had my first one for the prep for mid years with puneet, kanishk and ravleen. omg, thanks puneet! if not for his "you better be on time (which was 815)" I would not have the most productive studying session. It was great fun and great studying also. and then I had one with zal where omg, we realised the library peeps at central library at the basement area have become super duper strict. they took away the stuff of people who left their stuff on the table and went for lunch.!! ZOMG. gonna post the pics later. we took candid shots of the 'crime in action'. and then, there were moments of realization about how sick we are!! that was REALLY zomg!
and there was one failed one with amelia! LOL. because I fell sick. boo hoo.

man, it just started raining out of no where. whats wrong with singapore? oh yeah, that we have reached epidemic level for dengue. but guess what, most east areas are safe! HAHA.

On inspiration AGAIN..
If only I could study with the same zest with which I am blogging now. Its really funny how we take lightly what will exactly make our future and what wont (like this blog) is given all the time in the world. and that bloody msn... its the best and worst thing simultaneously. A levels break or make my future, seriously. I know my dad is joking when he says, "lets get you married off as soon as you turn legal. you anyways have no interest in studying". its funny and all, but what if it gets serious and I fail to make a future for myself. and then I will be married off at 22 (OH NOOO!) and kids at 23. omg. another one at 24. YUCK YUCK. ok man, this shall be my inspiration, to study (not to plan how many kids I want- though I have decided I wanna adopt one HAHAHA)

On my ex love....
shit, this is a bloody long post. one last thing, I have completely screwed up my hair by using that bitch of a machine called the hair straightener. its completely damaged and I need to get 3 inches of my hair chopped off now. so girls (and guys?) using hair straighteners, use it in limit. and with caution. it really spoils your hair. I should have listened to mum when she told me last year to stop it! she even confiscated it and we had a huge fight over it and I cried! OMG HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH cry baby!!

anyways, my blog skin still sucks.and friendster sucks too because my profile just disappeared out of no where.

hello one and all

(ewww)

anyways, yeah... one very very very important thing I must say is that we (those giving A levels) must reallyyy take care of our health. It is of utmost importance right now. and falling sick (even to skip mid years) is not very exciting.

Shit man, just when Saturday (today) was assigned to be the 'mug' day and must 'chiong' all the way to finish a few parts of history, I got sick and I think I sneezed 200 times. now the skin at the inside part of my nose is damaged and it burns and stings even if water touches the area.

I can safely blame late nights and my screwed up biological clock for this.
I read this somewhere,
Those who sleep for more than 8 hours have a shorter life span than those who get the perfect sleep of 7-8 hours.
I am no where near filling the ideal criteria. its below and above(mostly this).

I am gonna die young.

oh young reminds me, ms young just smsed me a very sweet message but its got me stressed nonetheless. I should really control what all I say in the heat of emotions. a few months back, out of guilt of not having performed well or something along those lines, I said to her "I pledge to work harder" and now yeah... she remembered and sent me a message. but its really sweet of her.

back to the point, PEople please, do take of your health. please please. We are the future and we need to be a fit one.

so join me in ensuring ours and everyone's health (catch line) for those beautiful A grade and to make this world a better place to live in... without all those sneezes and nose goo filled tissues.

you know after a while people just start using toilet roll because its so much more economically convenient.

GOOD NEWS

I am learning how to play around with html codes to change my blog.
I can put archives now.
I feel so proud.
I have completed 99% of econs.

BAD NEWS (oh no)

I have not really been good at playing around with the html code (as apparent from the position of the picture)
So, I dont really feel proud because my blog looks fugly.
I take 4 subjects, out which I am rejoicing JUST because I finished 99% (not even 100) of econs.
Exams start Monday.

Die lah.

Heck care is on a rolll man. I m so happy that people are employing the heck care feel to get out of their emo-ness.
OHOH, emo-ing at night with the HEARTS is pure love.

hehehe.

Will blog once exams are over and when my blog looks nicer.

GUESS WHAT TIME IS IT?

its EMO period!

YESSIR, its BACK.

and guess, AGAIN, what comes with it?

in a package deal, you get.. 'Must know how to be heck care' booklet and pills that make u feel heck care instantaneously.

I always wondered how can anyone have mood swings? like hellooo, you control your emotions. 'oh that guy isnt talkin to me anymore..' or 'ooh crap, i wish i could be like that'.. MISSY, CHILL. if that guy isnt talking to you, then he is jus stupid, go find another one. and if you wanna be like THAT, then work towards it and stop complaining.

so yeah, STOP it with the exam talk n OH NO, wish i would pass my mid years. If you have not been studying, then you WILL fail. and even then, if u pass or get more than me, then that will just be sad, OK? and unfair. or maybe u are just naturally smart.

Then I realised, I get mood swings too. everyone does. So I stopped being critical of those who were off at times or were very fluctuative. But then again, unless its a really serious issue, why spoil ur own mood and waste your own time wondering if things and situations could be better? Instead, go and study.

no more beautiful distractions for you, miss radhika mittal a.k.a thai tranny, rahika blah blah blah.

Oh yeah, my name reminds me of this time in sec3 when i was STILL the 'new girl' in dunearn sec sch... my physics teacher had serious difficulties pronouncin my name.. so one fine day..

Mr Lai (L): Siti Salbiah... come get ur worksheet
next according to index no. is me... so it goes like...
L: ..umm... (lookin at my worksheet).. ra...ra...ra...raaa...raHIka!

LAUGHTER fills the room. thanks, mr lai. it with a 'D' btw.

So 2nd fine day..
another set of handouts..

L: siti salbiah...
and then me... god save me, please..
L:.. (looks intently).. ra..ra...RASHIDA!

Laughter.. aaahh...

and allas,, 3rd fine day...
L: ..siti salbiah...
L: (thinkin to himself.. this time i wont screw up)...INDEX NO. 11..!

!!!!

guess what? laughter...

yeah... this is how my name has been screwed.. bad.
what about yours?

anyways, back..

ALL of you who have beautiful distractions in life- can range from living to non-living things- please please.. cut them out a bit. I know its sooo darn tough.. I have one too. but pls ah.. what good is it doing to you? I, for sure, dont wanna fail my mid years.

So yeah SMUN outing was a bliss.. its a day I learnt a lot.. felt a lot of emotions..

1. Your parents love you, no matter what. So wht they do for you, though unreasonable and fuckin irritating, is OK. Jus complain to a few friends and u will get over it. thanks jothi, nuurun, MK and balalala. thanks bala. reallyy. yes, I wont be turning rebellious, EVER.

2. Let your friends know that u r there for them despite all that distance between you. they are more impt. than beautiful distractions.

3. Make full use of the presence of relatives in your house to escape severe scolding from parents.

4. George Ho from TPJC S01 is a certified biaaattchhh! thanks george ok! u r breaching the terms of the treaty.

5. Laughing till u cant stop is sucha mood uplifter.

6. its makansutra, not kamasutra.

7. we really should have gone for singapore river boat ride.,

8. sometimes, I gotta control my speech so that I dont embarass others and consequently, myself.

9. AAAAAHH.. WIRELESS.. all you freeloaders.. stop hogging on MY wireless connection.. shit really.. I gotta secure it.. how?

10. after emo-ing, its sooo impt. to HECK CARE. yay! wooohoo so while I blog about shit stuff waiting for u to strt a convo with me,,... eh waaaiitt! WAIT. i m not gonna wait.. signin out now..

TAAAAA

SERVICE LEARNING - 14th june!

yeah ok, 06A05 went for SL to a kid's day care centre.. ALL the way to... where?? admirality! from Tampines to Admirality. wow.

BUT yeah, thanks to bryan we atleast got a SL project to do.. if not, nothing.. :(

I was i/c of Gifts com.

Thanks amelia for being there always. and mei, nic and ok, paul.

we found realllyy cool gifts for the kids. but omg, kids! never get enough! at the end of the SL journey, we offered two honourary mentions to kids who stood out. oh god, influx of kids who wanted more.. this was after they already had gotten gifts.

highlights?

1. all that jiejie and korkor. lionel n paul were hot favourites. so was amelia with the cute cute cute tiffany. Amelia IS good with kids.

2. water bomb station! woohoo, we rocked, shannon!

3. Those ungrateful shi*s who took off the decor. kelvin;s designs were jus BEAUTIFUL!

4. 969 journeys.

5. yi xuan! omg.. that pest of a girl.. ooops. haha no lah. shes sweet, ok? first, she calls me aunty, then she sits of my flip-flops..her butt on it..and then she runs away with it.. and throws them in the middle of the WET grass patch. and then when bala bombed me with my own water bomb, i shouted..JERK.. and she turns to me and says.."HAH! serves you right!"

wtf? yeah. shes primary one.

thats HER!ohmy save me! yi xuan, amelia, tiffany (how cuuute!) me.

so yeah she called me after SL got over. got my no. from amelia. i didnt even kno her name, man. LOL. then she asked me to call her what.. 9.30 at night!!! and whats the catch, i didnt rmb her name. HAHA. so i asked her..what do ur parents call u?lol, but she caught me.. smart girl. "you dunno my name righT? ask amelia ok?"
"no no i rmb!"
"what is it??"
"shi yuan!" (how far is it from yi xuan?)
"you ask amelia ok?"

aaaah. so yeah i didnt call her... i forgot,..so what? hehehe

BUT BUT, shes sweet nonetheless.
yay to 06A05 SL!

HAPPY 18th DEBORAH DARL! - 12th June

yay, my babe's 18..!
went out with her.. did some useless window shopping and then some useful talking!! su joined us later.

Long John- we'll never change, will we deb? LOL