Radhi's

Monday, July 16, 2007

This is not going to be 'I took bus no.10' kinda entry (even though i did take 10 back home today)

Schoool has been DAMN exciting! I noticed something that ALL my exciting days revolve around ms cheng! I dont know how life would be without her...in tpjc... so dull..

I strongly believe that all the insults i go through is not because she hates me.. but she really wants me to do well.. and this is her saddistic way of motivating me... she actually likes me a lot.. but is putting up this facade.. this is what I like to think.. and when i get an A for history, she will weep a silent, hidden tear of joy and satisfaction..

how nice does that sound???

anyhoo, I have seriously reduced the time i spent online... OMG YES! I have..
Dont ask me why man..and how.. i guess i just got too much of it..

MY future really worries me.. have been talking to so many people about universities.. it scares me that I am still not sure of the procedure..
it scares me that I dont have an impressive enough SGC/CV
it scares me that I still have not given my Lnet test
it scares me that my predicted grades for prelims will suck and that will close the door to many UK unis
it scares me that I am wasting time here

but yet, it helps get some load off my chest

Its something like you know you are doing something wrong (ok not wrong but not timely), but it feels all right.. sometimes even good..

I've been cabbing so much, going out soo much, its soo much fun! mum.. DONT COME baCK from india PLEEEASE! weeeeeeee

VACANCY: dont watch this movie! I SWEAR dont!

this is such an incoherent post.. no link.. no topic sentences.. no nothin.. just ramblings..

I went studying with saffie and george today.. it was really funny because george the tranny is still alive LOL, he is crippled because he went to the gym, i was sleeping most of the time and saffie and I took the cutest subs in Sec Sch. Home econs and DnT!

I read handmaid's tale all over again.. this book never bores me.. everytime I close read, a new line and it makes me think, wonder, contemplate, link to my life - a weird connection.. complete plausible
It says
"how easy it is to create humanity" - how true is that.. we ignore so many vices in ourselves and others and make ourselves humane for god knows what reason.. we just do.. all the time..
and how easily we can accept something cruel and bad and wrong because of some compensations.. Like how Ms cheng suddenly became so much nicer because she gave us Marks and Spencer sweets...

I never completely read people's entries.. i wonder if my friends read mine..

I've been studying a lot with my classmates.. been bonding.. its a nice feeling to know there are people who care for you, consider you a good enough friend to tell you their problems.. and when someone shares their problem with you, it creates some sense of trust.. a bond.. and it enables you to tell them your secrets.. your problems.. its truly amazing...

I know who I care about in TPJC, its apparent.. its apparent also that I have become rather quiet in school on certain days.. because I just dont wanna talk for the sake of it.. maybe I just dont feel the connection.. the need to talk.. because it will be of no use.. wont make me anymore intelligent.. or just simply.. its superficial talk.. thats pathetic... but why i cant I tell that to someone up in their face? maybe I am guilty too of sometimes indulging in useless convos.. but then again, its only sometimes...

all i want is to study with people in peace.. without being laughed at or commented on (no, i am not a loser or anything along those lines).. just wanna hug jothi rai all the time... I just want to be with people who I wanna be with... but I swear FUCK SCHOOL POLITICS

adios

Thursday, July 12, 2007

WARNING: TPJC discipline comm. is hazardous to one's health and reputation

So the comm. came up with this bright BRIGHT idea.."Lets take group pictures of students who are late in order to instill discipline into them and therefore, they won't be late!" and "OMG, what a smart idea.. lets humilitate them! and probably post up the pictures somewhere"
little was I, the naive sweet innocent girl, aware of their extragavant plan and willingly let my mum drop dad off to the airport first and then leave to me to school as he was rushing to catch his flight on that fateful day. I was just really hoping MsCheng would not be incharge. but guess what?
yes, you are right. SHE was THERE, there to greet me with a BIG BIG HUG! weeeeeeee.. NO. DUH not.
"RADHIKA! forever LATE (nooo after months).. BAD example"
wtf look from my side.
"TIE you hair up! I am going to take a SOLO picture of you!" while the rest were lucky to be in groups.Camera comes, Ms Norzian puts up the camera, and GUESS WHAT happens to this cam-whore who resides in me??
tada! a smile, a JULIA ROBERTS' smile, comes on! HAHAHA in her face. but duh, I had to curb it and in that process, the picture was taken.
THAT was MY mitzvah.

1.1 HEARTS
and so it was a BLISSS. completely man.! mom and dad are overseas.. and were THEN too, on 060707. ah, yay! i was out from 3pm to 5am.

Hot Fuzz was H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S! though george and mk were kind of stoning while me, nuurun and saffie the daffie went crazy laughing, screaming! 10 Dollars.

Dinner with a LOT of HEARTIES (including Manu and Hock) at NewYork x 2 where we played "i have never". hock regretted playing it with us! but respect man to hock. and when george the tranny and saumya the yati meet, ITS a slut fest, I swear. hahaha. 13 Dollars

Arab street where we (the dark side) sheesha-ed and had banana split. The bright side alienated us. BUT i still love you all. 20 Dollars

Mac-night talk with Lionel, Bryan, Manu and Kat. I was just falling asleep on anything flat I came across. 3 Dollars

Locked outside my own house with Kat- Kat came for a sleepover and we had to sit outside my house in the balcony for 2 hours, i think, before my brother actually picked up his phone and came to our rescue. Priceless

The Total Outing - around 40 Dollars but STILL priceless =)

Sheesha gang / The dancerss- saumya, saffie, me, Kat

George et Moi- 'i want a puff again so that I can get a picture'

The Bright side and the DARRRKK

Meet the Indians
a.k.a nice nice friends from Hindi School. It was great meeting them and it was complete retarded fun. Kanishk and Ravleen should have believed me when I told them Dumbledore only dies in the 'Half-Blood Prince' UFF! HAHAHA

went daytona-ing and blah blah. fun fun fun.
Had a VERY impt. conversation with Ravleen about permanent stuff.

They LOOVE having me over/errr that is why/catch us on star world SOON

VROOOM- VROOM

CHEAP taxi ride- I liiike!

I was getting late for school yesterday, so I took a cab and was intending to pay by Nets. the uncle was really funny in the beginning..saying that he'll drive me to school like micheal schumarker (whatever may the spelling be) because he is the new one because micheal retired. LOL lame. nd then he turned nasty, he started talking about philippines lah, malaysia lah, Asian financial crisis. this that. OMG historyyy!! early in the morning! and he was screeeamiiing you know! reminded me of Hitler re-incarnation.

"uncle, Ill pay by nets"

"huh? netss?? wahlau i dont accept nets.. no machine how to" waves frantically at the front of the car where the machine was supposed to be.

"huh? i only have 4 dollars in cash" (the bill was 10 bucks btw)

.. anticipating something?.. HAHAHA

"ok I'll take you to a nets machine"

"I am getting laaatee"

"ok lah ok lah! give me what you have!"

"ouh ok. thanks... ( HAHAHAHAHAHAH YAAAYYY)"

so thats all folks!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

YEAH, I got a new blog skinn!!

and yeah, its HOT. I like.
so, THANKS A MILLION LOAD TON Manu for:
1. designing the blog
2. conveniently removing my collage (which I am quite over now)
3. bitmapping (or something like that) the picture
4. tweaking the code to fix the screwed up alignment

THANKS for being a sucha tech geek! =D

JOKE.!
but seriously, SMUN hearties are the bestest.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

HEARTS- 060707
SMUN 1.1

I am seriously fucked up angry at internet explorer because it shut on me when I had already finished uploading 23463587657836534785634785634785645 amazing outing pictures. it just gave up on me. and I am too lazy to upload now.

sO i will just say that, the outing was GREAT!
I thought I got sinned but HAH! i didnt. so NO temple for me.

I swear I will update.

if you wanna know, check out saffie's, george's, mk's, kat's or saumya's blog. though ofcourse mine wouldve been the best..LOL joke. HEARTS

Sunday, July 01, 2007

i really wanted to update.
then i came up with a list also on what all to update about.
Then, THEN i felt seriously lazy and tired!

but more importantly,

i LOVE my new blogskin. thanks MK, for the template. if you notice, it looks a lot like his blog. oops. sORRY. ill try to make it look as different as possible..

its true, you have to trial and error before something can be done to your blog.
i need MORE help though, I need to know how to put a picture i got off the internet as my BACK background? its impossible. i tried soo many times.

and also, this is a shout out to jothi whose happy bday was on the 28th of june- HAPPY BIRTHDAY! happy 18TH bday!!!!
you know I love you, my mistress.

OK i am sooo pooped.
btw, WATCH TRANSFORMERS. its blardy amazing!

HAHA here!

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