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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
I m having a talk with a friend about inspiration and how it is required to do stuffs. like studying lit, blogging, blah blah blah.
actually there is no blah blah blah. it was just studying and blogging.
On inspiration...and fake whiners...
So, I didnt get any inspiration to study lit, when my paper is tomorrow. and ohmyshit, I am so screwed. But on the brighter note, if there is any to it, I got inspired to blog after reading mimi's blog. HAHAHA. thanks mimi! and oh, I so agree with her that why the hell do people whine with you about not having studied and then they are furiously writing away during the paper.
well, as much as i agree with her, there can be a few reasons why people do this,
1. to feel part of the 'ohmygod i m fucked' atmosphere that has been prevelant since a few days.
2. to be humble and modest, which is OK.
3. to be able to be 'pleasantly surprised' by their A grade in history when 'OMG i swear i didnt study'
On the diff between TPJC and top JCs....
Atleast, we are not like VJ and other top JC (stereotyping being typed, please excuse) peeps who are completely fake when it comes to studying and exams. (again, not everyone in VJ is like that, but cant deny its a common trait)
They act like complete slackers but chiong and mug all night. OMG. if i was in VJ (which is an impossibility) I would die. I would blindly believe all my friends when they would say, "hey whats the point of studying, lets go hang out!" me? "oh yayeee DAYTONA!" and then when we head back home, ill sleep or most probably go online and get addicted to chatting and think my slacker friends are sleeping, WHEN WHEN WHEN OMG, they are cramming their brain with what I should also be cramming mine with. how sad would that be? imagine.
lucky, we are in tPJC, where MOST are what they seem on the outside. if someone says:
"fuck, I have not been studying, die lah die lah..whatever I dont care already", then most of us understand, and join in the whine session. what tpjcians are inside is what they usually show on the outside.
"I have been studying lah, a bit HAHAHA i feel proud (coz it is something to be proud of)", then we all believe him because I mean, why would he lie right? its usually positive, because then loadsa peer pressure.
SO YES> glad I am here.
On clarifications...
and oh, after what I read on mimi's blog about people faking it and stuff, I felt that sometimes one may unconsciously be undermining what they have done. thus, to clarify myself for me and the rest (for I dunno what) I have:
1. prepared for econs (the only nice subject we take) and thus, the paper today wasnt bad. though I made a few boo boos.
2. have done 2 out of 4 topics for History the bitch. but 2/4 = pass? hell no. HAHAHA.
3. Lit: poe-done 70%. HMT and BNW: 20%. gr8 ex?what shit. AH! blacksmithing is NOT a theme, you shithead. othello-50%.
4. math: tuition is rather helpful. so its like 70% done.
YES> so the most screwed is obviously history, with literature not far behind.. soon catching up if i dont get inspiration to study NOW!, and then math.. lastly, econs.
On nice post-exam thoughts and secondary school....
exams end thursday! woohoo. so friday is like no school. I wanna.. I REALLY REALLY wanna go for a spa.. a rejevunating something! something, just something where I can a blow a bit of mum;s money HAHAHAA. and I am also gonna go back to Dunearn Secondary School! OMG. YES i am gonna go to that bitch of a school (except for the friends, a few teachers and the food) to relive the bitter sweet memories of sec 3 and sec 4 when those jerks, who are losers btw, made life for me and my friends impossible. but its a miracle how we made it through and scored well for Os. HAH, in your face. I make it sound bad, coz it WAS bad. imagine, a clan of 15-20 hardcore mats and ah bengs (the mats and ah bengs people like to say are in TPJC are not REALLY mats and ahbengs, they are saints actually) versus 5 (pathetic I KNOW) girls. but guess what, we kicked butts omg. seriously. I am damn proud of us. who got the last laugh?? US, ofcourse. not USA lah. US = us.
so anyways, I am gonna go back and feel elitist, I swear. and eat all that YUMMY food. gonna binge and binge and meet mr beh!! and ms gordon and mdm zaharah!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooo excited. I just hope zal or su or deb or aisyah are free..
On studying sessions...
zal reminds me.. about the studying sessions at the library I have been having. I had my first one for the prep for mid years with puneet, kanishk and ravleen. omg, thanks puneet! if not for his "you better be on time (which was 815)" I would not have the most productive studying session. It was great fun and great studying also. and then I had one with zal where omg, we realised the library peeps at central library at the basement area have become super duper strict. they took away the stuff of people who left their stuff on the table and went for lunch.!! ZOMG. gonna post the pics later. we took candid shots of the 'crime in action'. and then, there were moments of realization about how sick we are!! that was REALLY zomg!
and there was one failed one with amelia! LOL. because I fell sick. boo hoo.
man, it just started raining out of no where. whats wrong with singapore? oh yeah, that we have reached epidemic level for dengue. but guess what, most east areas are safe! HAHA.
On inspiration AGAIN..
If only I could study with the same zest with which I am blogging now. Its really funny how we take lightly what will exactly make our future and what wont (like this blog) is given all the time in the world. and that bloody msn... its the best and worst thing simultaneously. A levels break or make my future, seriously. I know my dad is joking when he says, "lets get you married off as soon as you turn legal. you anyways have no interest in studying". its funny and all, but what if it gets serious and I fail to make a future for myself. and then I will be married off at 22 (OH NOOO!) and kids at 23. omg. another one at 24. YUCK YUCK. ok man, this shall be my inspiration, to study (not to plan how many kids I want- though I have decided I wanna adopt one HAHAHA)
On my ex love....
shit, this is a bloody long post. one last thing, I have completely screwed up my hair by using that bitch of a machine called the hair straightener. its completely damaged and I need to get 3 inches of my hair chopped off now. so girls (and guys?) using hair straighteners, use it in limit. and with caution. it really spoils your hair. I should have listened to mum when she told me last year to stop it! she even confiscated it and we had a huge fight over it and I cried! OMG HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH cry baby!!
anyways, my blog skin still sucks.and friendster sucks too because my profile just disappeared out of no where.
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