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Friday, June 01, 2007
Should I be a complete brat and say even though by my standards, the top I saw at Topshop was expensive, I STILL want it because its just so darn beautiful.not often you find tops that complement your body so well.argh.Well aside from that, my health has been pretty much detiorating. mum says coz I have been thinking too much, stressing myself too much- pretty much due to my new journey of removing the blardy marks and also trying to get an internship at a law firm. It scares me that OMG WHAT IF I DONT GET THAT BLOODY INTERNSHIP WILL I STILL BE ABLE TO GET INTO THE UNI OF MY CHOICE? how the fuck could I be sooo lazy and not contact the firms earlier. now either they are saying the lawyers are on holiday ( helloooo whose gonna give legal help to those pooor people??come back!) or they dont give internship at all or oh WAIT, you are not from NUSLaw?then why are you applying for internship?sorry.Well missy, I dont want to. I'd rather study than meet the requirements of my personal statement. Atleast, the whole 'call law firms and repeat the same line' day was not as irritating because everyone spoke good english. Thankyou.what I dont understand is how can people have not figured out by now what they wanna do with their life?? even a vague idea? what the hell have u schooled for, grinded your brain over n over again with information for over 12 years and come to a point where you choose the wrong career path or have chosen nothing at all coz supposedly these 12 years, to you, were an obligation.I think I am in my bitch mood right now. the other time I was talking to Ishan and I told him I having a bitch fit and his response was sooo I dont know, LAme but made sense. he started barking and saying, 'you are in this fit?' HA HA HA..............On 30th may,Celebrated MS young's and Suhaila's bday.Meeting up with zal, deb, su and aisyah did wonders for me. You make me happy.what else is fuck is Honour Killings.Why must girls/women die for crimes so not fit to be called crimes or for the crimes committed by their male relatives. and to say, we have progressed as a world. then why do we see this happening in many parts of the world. we have gone far, but left fragments of earth behind like the Middle East where a 17 year old girl was stripped waist below, dragged out into the public by her own brothers and stoned to death while bastards like police officials and other relatives jus looked and recorded this on their camera phones. she did the mistake of loving a Sunni boy. ARGH. doesnt this shit annoy you? this injustice.HUMAN RIGHTS. thats what we all should be ashamed of not having achieved. basic human respect.the five of us were friendster hopping and going through my friend list and this is what happens:zal: eh rad, you have a lot of pretty friends.rad: yeahhh I knoowww.zal: does it annoy you?rad: YESS. DUHH.!I really wanna change my blogskin and put archives. but I dunno how to!!urmm.. okay.
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